ganked from stix
This is an idea TOTALLY ganked from Stix... note to stix-- copying is a form of flattery, right?! *bats eyes*
let me add that this is NO WAY AT ALL compares to the beautiful, serious and compelling way in which Stix writes. mine is a bit more implusively emotional. you are warned.
A stolen idea. Each of the statements below is something I'd really like to say to someone, but don't really care to say to their face for one or more of any number of possible reasons. I've put things behind their own cuts, both to spare friends' lists and let people pick out anything they please that they think might be entertaining (or might pertain to them).
1.)I could never express to you the strange magnetisim you posess, and how incessantly drawn to you I constantly feel. But we should have never toyed with any sort of romantic encounters. We're like forever best friends, even if only in my mind. Even if rarely talking has turned into never talking... I will always love you and your flaws.
2.)I harbor contempt and hatred that even scares me to my core. I never knew I was capable of feeling so much anger and being scared of how I may react at seeing you again. I am honestly afraid that killing you would not phase me and I would progress to the final stage of numbness you have driven me half-way to. You fucking unimaginable bastard. I can say without wavering that I hate you, and I hate you for creating such hate in me.
3.)Ok, so you're not the stereotype of a "hott" man, but who is anymore? and I am usually suspicious of people who are... but OMG, you have been the longest running contestant in my spank bank. I could never ruin what we have for fear of ruining my remedy for lonely nights. never change. and please, stay my friend forever.
4.)I always felt you were lying to yourself about who I was. I still feel you are doing that. I think you dilude yourself about many things as a way of shielding yourself from harsh realities you don't wish to face. I don't think you realize how much this holds you back and how much geniune potential you are pushing down due to these feelings. I hope you spin out of this vortex before it brings you all the way down.
5.)I wish you'd get to know me more. I know I am just as guilty of getting wrapped up in the necessities of living in a community, but don't you feel we're missing out on the best part of life by not getting to know each other? I mean, we're aquaintences, but I have always wanted to get to knwo the real you. On a deeper, long, uncensored conversation level. I wonder if we'll always be too caught up to get there. I feel like this happens with many of the friends that I used to have too. It's not really a "fault" accusation... just disappointing apathy.
let me add that this is NO WAY AT ALL compares to the beautiful, serious and compelling way in which Stix writes. mine is a bit more implusively emotional. you are warned.
A stolen idea. Each of the statements below is something I'd really like to say to someone, but don't really care to say to their face for one or more of any number of possible reasons. I've put things behind their own cuts, both to spare friends' lists and let people pick out anything they please that they think might be entertaining (or might pertain to them).
1.)I could never express to you the strange magnetisim you posess, and how incessantly drawn to you I constantly feel. But we should have never toyed with any sort of romantic encounters. We're like forever best friends, even if only in my mind. Even if rarely talking has turned into never talking... I will always love you and your flaws.
2.)I harbor contempt and hatred that even scares me to my core. I never knew I was capable of feeling so much anger and being scared of how I may react at seeing you again. I am honestly afraid that killing you would not phase me and I would progress to the final stage of numbness you have driven me half-way to. You fucking unimaginable bastard. I can say without wavering that I hate you, and I hate you for creating such hate in me.
3.)Ok, so you're not the stereotype of a "hott" man, but who is anymore? and I am usually suspicious of people who are... but OMG, you have been the longest running contestant in my spank bank. I could never ruin what we have for fear of ruining my remedy for lonely nights. never change. and please, stay my friend forever.
4.)I always felt you were lying to yourself about who I was. I still feel you are doing that. I think you dilude yourself about many things as a way of shielding yourself from harsh realities you don't wish to face. I don't think you realize how much this holds you back and how much geniune potential you are pushing down due to these feelings. I hope you spin out of this vortex before it brings you all the way down.
5.)I wish you'd get to know me more. I know I am just as guilty of getting wrapped up in the necessities of living in a community, but don't you feel we're missing out on the best part of life by not getting to know each other? I mean, we're aquaintences, but I have always wanted to get to knwo the real you. On a deeper, long, uncensored conversation level. I wonder if we'll always be too caught up to get there. I feel like this happens with many of the friends that I used to have too. It's not really a "fault" accusation... just disappointing apathy.