first post since ww1
so I wanted to post the two songs I wrote this week, I already posted them on FB but in case FB ever crashed and i have no way of getting my songs back because i didnt write them down, i'm gonna put them here...
this song
This song won’t make you change your mind
This song’s been sung a million times
This song has been trashed and praised
I don’t know
I don’t know
I just don’t know any other way
To love you
But I know
Now I know
Yes I know that I’m crazy
‘Cause you told me
Eight seconds before
You told me to “get out”
And you slammed the door
Who knew
Who knew
This song is a domestic dispute
This song doesn’t have any lyrics
This song can’t make sense of how you feel
This song can’t tell you how I feel either
Right now
Right now
And this song hasn’t made me cry
Not yet
Not yet
This song won’t answer “how” or “why”
I don’t know
I don’t know
I just don’t know any other way
To love you
But I know
Now I know
Yes I know that I’m crazy
‘Cause you told me
Eight seconds before
You told me to “get out”
And you slammed the door
Who knew
Who knew
This song is a domestic dispute
You try
You try
To fall asleep
But this song
This song
Is gonna keep you
Up for an hour or two
And who knew
Who knew
I just don’t know any other way
To love you
But I know that I’m crazy
‘Cause I’m writing this song
And it hasn’t made me cry
Not yet
Not yet
This song
The Selfish Song
I know you’re needy
And I don’t mind
Being your shoulder
I have two.
But there’s a line
And I don’t want to hurt you,
But, honey, it’s not always all about you.
And sometimes I just feel like screaming…
What about me?
How about giving me some attention?
No more disregard
I want more affection.
What about us?
I want all this to be sincere,
And I always want you to be here
Because sometimes I may need a shoulder too,
And I want it to belong to you.
If I comfort you
When you feel down and out
Will I get the same treatment later,
Or will I be told I’m wrong?
I want us to work so badly
And I want you to be happy,
But sometimes I get myself so wrapped up in you
That I forget…
What about me?
How about giving me some attention?
No more disregard
I want more affection.
What about us?
I want all this to be sincere,
And I always want you to be here
Because sometimes I may need a shoulder too,
And I want it to belong to you.
Oh I feel so selfish
Thinking that we’re both so helpless.
I know that you could do it on your own,
And I’m so glad I’m not alone,
Or 21 and still living at home,
And you must ask yourself sometimes…
“What about me?
How about giving me some attention?
No more disregard
I want more affection.”
And I just have to tell you how
You have turned my life around.
I can’t imagine giving everything I have
To anyone but you.
I know a good shoulder is hard to find
And if you need mine I don’t mind.
You’ll get all of my attention
And even more of my affection
And you’ll never be left asking
“What about me?”
so there they are. pretty much describing how my relationship is going - like a friggen see-saw! I never got the promotion I was hoping for at work. I have become addicted to "The Secret Life of the American Teenager" (which you can watch on youtube - the best quality ones I have found are posted by "dcl08" if you're interested). Peter and I are getting cell phones. they should be delivered either today or tomorrow. I called Rogers and got my cell phone number and Peter's is way effing better than mine - BOO-URNS! mine is 381-6839 and his is 381-6789. i told him if the delivery came to me i was gonna swap the smart cards and then 6789 would be my phone number. hahaha. i had to figure out a way to remember my number cuz its so crappy - i figured out it spells "mudy" which is close to "mandy" u just take out the "an" and put a "u"... im crazy! my sched at the moment is sun-mon's off 1pm - 9:30pm. this weekend I have sat, sun and mon off so hooray for a 3-day weekend. if i think of anything else I will attempt to post it. ciao babes!
this song
This song won’t make you change your mind
This song’s been sung a million times
This song has been trashed and praised
I don’t know
I don’t know
I just don’t know any other way
To love you
But I know
Now I know
Yes I know that I’m crazy
‘Cause you told me
Eight seconds before
You told me to “get out”
And you slammed the door
Who knew
Who knew
This song is a domestic dispute
This song doesn’t have any lyrics
This song can’t make sense of how you feel
This song can’t tell you how I feel either
Right now
Right now
And this song hasn’t made me cry
Not yet
Not yet
This song won’t answer “how” or “why”
I don’t know
I don’t know
I just don’t know any other way
To love you
But I know
Now I know
Yes I know that I’m crazy
‘Cause you told me
Eight seconds before
You told me to “get out”
And you slammed the door
Who knew
Who knew
This song is a domestic dispute
You try
You try
To fall asleep
But this song
This song
Is gonna keep you
Up for an hour or two
And who knew
Who knew
I just don’t know any other way
To love you
But I know that I’m crazy
‘Cause I’m writing this song
And it hasn’t made me cry
Not yet
Not yet
This song
The Selfish Song
I know you’re needy
And I don’t mind
Being your shoulder
I have two.
But there’s a line
And I don’t want to hurt you,
But, honey, it’s not always all about you.
And sometimes I just feel like screaming…
What about me?
How about giving me some attention?
No more disregard
I want more affection.
What about us?
I want all this to be sincere,
And I always want you to be here
Because sometimes I may need a shoulder too,
And I want it to belong to you.
If I comfort you
When you feel down and out
Will I get the same treatment later,
Or will I be told I’m wrong?
I want us to work so badly
And I want you to be happy,
But sometimes I get myself so wrapped up in you
That I forget…
What about me?
How about giving me some attention?
No more disregard
I want more affection.
What about us?
I want all this to be sincere,
And I always want you to be here
Because sometimes I may need a shoulder too,
And I want it to belong to you.
Oh I feel so selfish
Thinking that we’re both so helpless.
I know that you could do it on your own,
And I’m so glad I’m not alone,
Or 21 and still living at home,
And you must ask yourself sometimes…
“What about me?
How about giving me some attention?
No more disregard
I want more affection.”
And I just have to tell you how
You have turned my life around.
I can’t imagine giving everything I have
To anyone but you.
I know a good shoulder is hard to find
And if you need mine I don’t mind.
You’ll get all of my attention
And even more of my affection
And you’ll never be left asking
“What about me?”
so there they are. pretty much describing how my relationship is going - like a friggen see-saw! I never got the promotion I was hoping for at work. I have become addicted to "The Secret Life of the American Teenager" (which you can watch on youtube - the best quality ones I have found are posted by "dcl08" if you're interested). Peter and I are getting cell phones. they should be delivered either today or tomorrow. I called Rogers and got my cell phone number and Peter's is way effing better than mine - BOO-URNS! mine is 381-6839 and his is 381-6789. i told him if the delivery came to me i was gonna swap the smart cards and then 6789 would be my phone number. hahaha. i had to figure out a way to remember my number cuz its so crappy - i figured out it spells "mudy" which is close to "mandy" u just take out the "an" and put a "u"... im crazy! my sched at the moment is sun-mon's off 1pm - 9:30pm. this weekend I have sat, sun and mon off so hooray for a 3-day weekend. if i think of anything else I will attempt to post it. ciao babes!