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i think im going to head down to pismo pretty soon to see barret...i would give anything to love barret like i love sid or to have sid love me like barret loves me but nothing ever works out that well for me. i dont think ill ever love anyone the way i love sid just because i dont think ill ever risk letting anyone in like i let sid...i dont know what to do to be happy again with that part of my life