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Theres nothing really here to update I guess. I talk to people, I do my work. Billys gained wait, Dan cursed me, you know. The usual.
I started having contractions friday, and we went to the hospital. Thankfully I hadnt dialated yet, and my OB/GYN said to be on bedrest for the next three days to a week. And I was given drugs to keep the contractions from coming again. At this stage even a week could mean how well Abby comes into this world. So I sit here, and cant come to work and I feel horrible, because I know people need me, but who needs me more is my own baby, my own little girl. And if not helpign others means helping her, then I can deal with that for a while. Im scared. Im scared of loosing her, Im scared of hurting again. Im just really scared right now. Thank god for justin. Hes amazing.
I started having contractions friday, and we went to the hospital. Thankfully I hadnt dialated yet, and my OB/GYN said to be on bedrest for the next three days to a week. And I was given drugs to keep the contractions from coming again. At this stage even a week could mean how well Abby comes into this world. So I sit here, and cant come to work and I feel horrible, because I know people need me, but who needs me more is my own baby, my own little girl. And if not helpign others means helping her, then I can deal with that for a while. Im scared. Im scared of loosing her, Im scared of hurting again. Im just really scared right now. Thank god for justin. Hes amazing.