Just when you think...
So I spent some quality time with Vin last night. Over some contraband chocolate pudding. God Bless Lucy the cafeteria lady. I dont know what I would do without her. So one good thing is that Vin doesnt hate me, like I had previously feared he might, after how I acted in the old wing. I ended up telling him about jake. Just because I couldnt keep my mouth shut about sneaking around the building. He says I'm being to hard on myself. Yeah, you know the day that I admit I'm to hard on myself is the day that he comes back. And thats never going to happen. And that just sounded really harsh and I hate myself for it. But I'll love myself in like 2 seconds when I say that I am now twins with Vin. Yea! Yet another person in this world I am twins with :)
Noly! hehe its so cute calling you that, I hope you dont hate it. If you do tell me, then I'll just call you it more! ;p But yeah, you have to be my twin too :) To spite Vin...no not really, just cause well dude its the coolness :) And anyone who wants to try to find a reason to be my twin too, Go ahead, cause *cue music* its a small world afer all
So did you know my inner childs like 6 years old? Thats curtosy of a quiz I took this morning :) And I am seeing how true it is. So in celebration of that fact I bought some of those nifty paint books where you paint with just water. Its awesome. So anyone who wants to paint a page, feel free to stop by. So that brings the toys in my office to what like in the billions now? Crayons...play dough...board games..Rock on for my coolness of the toys :)
I woke up with my throat sore, and my voice hoarse. Like I had been screaming and screaming and screaming. But I dont remember screaming. I remember the dream I had though. He was in it. I was so angry. I think I actually swore at him. Something like '6 f**king years and your back now?' What the hell is wrong with me? And why does he suddenly come back. Why couldnt he come back when I was away from here, far far away from here... And then when he tried to talk, he said the exact same words as Vin did. Just...Get out of my mind...get away from me...You left me, I never left you. I miss you Jakey...so much.
See kids, thats what happens when you dont get some serious therapy. Damn it.
De. Mandy Fun Moore (hows that sound vin? Somehow I think wonderful.)
Noly! hehe its so cute calling you that, I hope you dont hate it. If you do tell me, then I'll just call you it more! ;p But yeah, you have to be my twin too :) To spite Vin...no not really, just cause well dude its the coolness :) And anyone who wants to try to find a reason to be my twin too, Go ahead, cause *cue music* its a small world afer all
So did you know my inner childs like 6 years old? Thats curtosy of a quiz I took this morning :) And I am seeing how true it is. So in celebration of that fact I bought some of those nifty paint books where you paint with just water. Its awesome. So anyone who wants to paint a page, feel free to stop by. So that brings the toys in my office to what like in the billions now? Crayons...play dough...board games..Rock on for my coolness of the toys :)
I woke up with my throat sore, and my voice hoarse. Like I had been screaming and screaming and screaming. But I dont remember screaming. I remember the dream I had though. He was in it. I was so angry. I think I actually swore at him. Something like '6 f**king years and your back now?' What the hell is wrong with me? And why does he suddenly come back. Why couldnt he come back when I was away from here, far far away from here... And then when he tried to talk, he said the exact same words as Vin did. Just...Get out of my mind...get away from me...You left me, I never left you. I miss you Jakey...so much.
See kids, thats what happens when you dont get some serious therapy. Damn it.
De. Mandy Fun Moore (hows that sound vin? Somehow I think wonderful.)