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May 24, 2005 22:57

Why is it I can no longer feel whole unless I hold you.
Why is it I no longer feel safe till I see you.
Why is it that nothing tastes sweeter than your kiss, feels better than your body against mine.
Justin I love you.

I think I need to take sometime off this week. Im so exhausted. The books say its normal to feel this way during the first few months of pregnancy. But really by the time the clock hits 5 Im ready to sleep. Justin doesnt know that much though, that I take naps before he comes home. But I guess he knows that now huh? Im going to the doctors tommarrow to get some tests done to make sure its all okay.

We went to the doctors yeasterday. Hearing that heartbeat fill the room, and seeing the outline of our baby was just....so...there arent even words to express how much joy and excitement filled my heart. We're having a little girl. I cant believe we made that. Im so much in love with her already. I cant wait till I start showing, till it can be like everyone knows. Im loosing weight at the moment though...but shh thats ok. I guess thats kind of normal during the first few months too.

I asked quinn to be the baby's Godfather, hes so excited :) Even though its still going to be a while. I cant believe that a few months ago I was alone. I didnt think Id ever find someone to love. Now Im the happiest woman in the world. Amazing

Mandy
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