it's a little weird in here...
so, God willing, the man i marry someday is going to be tall, blond, named brian, and will look devestatingly handsome in a dress shirt. the only question i've got right now is which of the two guys fitting this description is my destiny? [yes, i realize that i'm retarded. i do. keep reading, and you'll see why.]
note to self: i need to hang out with people soon, or i will go insane in my own head. seriously. the last fun thing i did with people was last friday night... i've just been working and putting up with myself since then. and it's making me broken. luckily there are fun people at work, but i need to see people that know me well. and i REALLY need a hug. i feel like i'm back at the beginning of college again, with no one i know well anywhere close enough to give me the hugs i need. this=lonely.
i could also use a massage. anyone want to trade?
sigh. time to get ready for work again.
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