Forgetting..
I haven't wrote in awhile because i scribbled my password on an old crumbly piece of paper and i lost that lovely little piece of garbage. While cleaning my desk today i found my paper wad and was thrilled to no end when i logged on here.
Today was not too much fun. I went to the parade and i sat with my family. ugh// My aunt has a friend who has a son that is 16. He was hanging like all over me. I was kinda worried. He was cute and all but i kept thinking in my mind "No, you have a boyfriend" so i resisted. Tommorow he is going to my aunts house and im going to tell him that i love matt.
On the subject of matt...he always seems too busy to hang out with me.I just can’t get matt off of my mind. It bothers me so much. I really want thinhs to work out and we can be okay again. Last night we went downtown after youth and my hand accidently hit his and he was like "you touched me" in that mad voice that he has. I was a little surprised and was wondering why he wasn't wanting to hold hands or anything. Oh well...if i get myself upset ill just give myself insomnia tonight and will never be able to sleep.