Dec 06, 2006 10:32
Christmas is a hellish time of year for me. This year moreso than ever. I've decided to make a conscious effort to create my own feelings of family. I may not have any family but I have a ton of friends with whom I'd like to spend a large amount of time. Now, to just get those people to invite me... hahaha. Anyway, I'm doing Secret Santa with my mom's group and that has been so much fun. I like the person I got a whole lot and she's fun to shop for and easy to please, like me. It's put me in a holiday frame of mind. I also enjoyed looking at my Christmas tree in our new house. It looks so pretty.
I'm itching to get a small job or to really start one of my home based businesses. I knew this would happen.
I'm also itching to wean my daughter. I've been nursing for nearly three years now. I cannot take much more of it. Good grief.