Mar 10, 2006 20:11
I just realized there is nothing else going on in my life that I want to post on livejournal. I'm tired of sharing for free. If you want to know what's going on in my life, talk to me. I have no idea who actually reads this, but I have some guesses. There are certain people I think about when I post, and the thing is, I write in this for them. I update because it is the easiest and least personal way to keep in touch with these people. And that's dumb. If I really think it's worth it to keep in touch, then it's worth it to make a bigger effort. But I'm not sure it is anymore. I tried, really hard, for a long time.
I hate being the one who tries the hardest.