(no subject)
I couldn't sleep next to you.
Was it the cold?
Or my restless mind?
I can't decide.
Lost in thoughts.
Left to my own self loathing.
Left on my own.
Where am I?
Tossing and turning.
I'm afraid to touch you.
Afraid to wake you.
It's my sleepless night.
So many vices.
But I can't let go
Of what I want.
Just let it end.
What's on my mind?
I'll never tell you.
Would you forgive
What I'm hiding inside?
Lost in thoughts.
Left to my own self loathing.
Left on my own.
I am here.