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Happy Valentines Day.
I had said before that I was going to quit updating this journal, but, from time to time some of my friends I never get to see does take time out to update, so..I thought I would keep it just for reading.
But TOnight....I had to give a big Huge freakin hurray to Valentines DAY!
I HATE IT! All these sappy movies are all over the tv. In the stores all you see is Valentines gifts. All the commercials on tv relate to girlfriends/wifes. Forgive me for being so damn vain. But, I hate it.
I have really not told many people about this guy in my life. Well, he is not in my life in my life but, I wish he was. I sent him a single red rose for Valentines Day. It probably ended up in the trash but, hey at least I did a little something for him.
I have become so emotional this last week. Really? Tonight I watched How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days. I cried and cried. lol...and sad part is, I do none of the things she did. I dont know? Maybe its just me. or maybe its the fact that I am absolutely crazy over the one guy I cant have? NO, he is not married. Thats not why I cant have him. But, its complicated.
I really think I am going to quit FC asap. How can I work there and fall in love with him. I cant. So, if I would rather quit and take the chance on having the later of the two. But, if i cant have the later....I dont want the earlier one either. Shhhhh....why does this have to be so hard. I am crazy about him. He is so super sweet and funny and adorable in his own little way. Why couldnt it be someone else? or be some other situtation. So....there you go. Happy freakin Valentines Day to me.
I had said before that I was going to quit updating this journal, but, from time to time some of my friends I never get to see does take time out to update, so..I thought I would keep it just for reading.
But TOnight....I had to give a big Huge freakin hurray to Valentines DAY!
I HATE IT! All these sappy movies are all over the tv. In the stores all you see is Valentines gifts. All the commercials on tv relate to girlfriends/wifes. Forgive me for being so damn vain. But, I hate it.
I have really not told many people about this guy in my life. Well, he is not in my life in my life but, I wish he was. I sent him a single red rose for Valentines Day. It probably ended up in the trash but, hey at least I did a little something for him.
I have become so emotional this last week. Really? Tonight I watched How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days. I cried and cried. lol...and sad part is, I do none of the things she did. I dont know? Maybe its just me. or maybe its the fact that I am absolutely crazy over the one guy I cant have? NO, he is not married. Thats not why I cant have him. But, its complicated.
I really think I am going to quit FC asap. How can I work there and fall in love with him. I cant. So, if I would rather quit and take the chance on having the later of the two. But, if i cant have the later....I dont want the earlier one either. Shhhhh....why does this have to be so hard. I am crazy about him. He is so super sweet and funny and adorable in his own little way. Why couldnt it be someone else? or be some other situtation. So....there you go. Happy freakin Valentines Day to me.