Jun 27, 2009 12:48
I need a fix 'cause I'm going down
Down to the bits that I left uptown.
I feel so helpless. I have no clue what to look for when I'm car-shopping, or the questions to ask. I'm getting a car where I'll be making payments on it each month until it's payed off, and my dad said he would pay for my insurance each month, but I have no clue what to buy. These are times where you need a guy, haha.
The other day I took puppy & koala out of the cage and I held puppy by the fan with me, and she curled up in a little ball on my chest, and fell asleep. She has never done that with me. That moment was probably the happiest I've been all week.
I've lost weight. Crazy right? I'm already a twig. My bathing suit bottoms don't fit at all anymore. And my pants won't stay on my waist. I just haven't been eating good. I'll get a meal, but only take like 3 bites and I'm done.
I'll be 21 in September. And I have no one to celebrate it with! Haha.