the day before the big birthday
i spent it working (toughly) through gravy and spilt syrup. my first cigarette break kept me at my job, the second one just put me in a haze and made the dishes seem heavier and the customers less hungry. what is it about this month. my ipod has been out of batteries for days but i still wear my headphones around to avoid people and to keep my ears warm. lots of time on streetcars and sorting through 45's. i still live out of my suitcase and still look for european friends in barely lit cars as they leave me in the cold.
my room is freezing and i sleep under a million blankets no longer having anyone or anything to keep me warm. just my skinny, boney body, and i can't seem to get into the habit of sleeping with clothes on. i also can't get the hang of writing english or even speaking.
so i'm sorry.
happy christmas and all other holidays.
the new year is just around the corner.
my room is freezing and i sleep under a million blankets no longer having anyone or anything to keep me warm. just my skinny, boney body, and i can't seem to get into the habit of sleeping with clothes on. i also can't get the hang of writing english or even speaking.
so i'm sorry.
happy christmas and all other holidays.
the new year is just around the corner.