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Four weeks of training are officially over.
I have a head crammed full of banking information that it's hard to pick out what I know and what I need to know. It's very confusing -_-
Bright side? I did a 40 question test last week and I came out with 39/40 and a score of 98%, best score in the group of 14. Go me! Apparently I can be taught, sometimes I wonder ;)
I'm really nervous about tomorrow because we're going into our Academy week in which we will be taking live calls and having to put everything we learnt to the test. I mean, we'll have 10 mentors, but still it's very much our responsbility. I have taken other people's calls and I managed fine, I'm just worrying because it's new and I don't know what I remember from what I don't -_-
I spent this weekend faffing with my training folder and post-it notes so I at least know where everything is when and if I need it. I'm still very nervous and kinda scared, what if I screw up? Meh, I'm trying not to think about it but it's not working. I really hate the fact I have absolutely no self belief -_- It would help right about now.
Also? I might be getting my first driving lesson this Thursday >.> God help me.
I totally need to save for my tattoo and check to see if I have the holiday for when I want to get it done. That and I need to look into getting a pension of sorts.
Have I ever mentioned how I tire of being responsible?
Sainsburys still sucks and has gotten even worse or so I hear from everybody I talk to. Looks like I made the right decision in getting out.
I'm in a weird mood and it isn't very positive. I'm getting to the wanting to flee offline stage which usually means I go to bed and sleep things off.
Such is life.
ETA: I am getting a driving lesson this Thursday.
I have a head crammed full of banking information that it's hard to pick out what I know and what I need to know. It's very confusing -_-
Bright side? I did a 40 question test last week and I came out with 39/40 and a score of 98%, best score in the group of 14. Go me! Apparently I can be taught, sometimes I wonder ;)
I'm really nervous about tomorrow because we're going into our Academy week in which we will be taking live calls and having to put everything we learnt to the test. I mean, we'll have 10 mentors, but still it's very much our responsbility. I have taken other people's calls and I managed fine, I'm just worrying because it's new and I don't know what I remember from what I don't -_-
I spent this weekend faffing with my training folder and post-it notes so I at least know where everything is when and if I need it. I'm still very nervous and kinda scared, what if I screw up? Meh, I'm trying not to think about it but it's not working. I really hate the fact I have absolutely no self belief -_- It would help right about now.
Also? I might be getting my first driving lesson this Thursday >.> God help me.
I totally need to save for my tattoo and check to see if I have the holiday for when I want to get it done. That and I need to look into getting a pension of sorts.
Have I ever mentioned how I tire of being responsible?
Sainsburys still sucks and has gotten even worse or so I hear from everybody I talk to. Looks like I made the right decision in getting out.
I'm in a weird mood and it isn't very positive. I'm getting to the wanting to flee offline stage which usually means I go to bed and sleep things off.
Such is life.
ETA: I am getting a driving lesson this Thursday.