god whatever
who really wants to read about how i sat around & did nothing today. checked my mail on animal crossing. sold some shit. chopped down some trees. hmmm, what else. i slept too late. ha! every cup of coffee i've poured today i've forgotten about, & ended up drinking cold. always something distracting me from the fascinating things that occupy me. totally missed my soaps. video games are way too important. the phone rang a couple of times, & i stared at it. picked at my fingernails for a good hour or so. bath, laundry, played w/ ivy of course. lots of nummy bottles, kisses, smiles, baby talks. ripped off the new triple 6. hellllz yeah. ummmm. moped a little. only a little. bla, bla, bla. saw my man for like 2 hours. big yippy. wished we could hang out longer, but whatever. thinking i should have picked up a shift or something. at least make some $$. i think i've zoned out 36 times in the past couple of hours. i stare at my fingers on the keys. enter a daydream. i wish i had some plans tonight. some buddies to kick it w/. a bar to sit at. a dirty ass martini to drink. a pack of smokes. some money in my pocket. snap back to life, the baby is crying. another sip of cold coffee & back on my aching feet. so yeah, like your day was any better.