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Feb 25, 2003 08:24

Right. First.. feeling poetic again.

It's hard to be the invisible one
The person never seen
Can't even take the time
To say a simple hello
And the lonliness grows
Like a blood stained rose
Deep in the depths
Of a heart of Stone
And you never admit
That you cry alone
Yes, it's hard to be the invisible one

Okay, don't spam me. I'm not being morose or depressed or anything. Just thinking and feeling.. well.. poetic. Let me know if you like it though! I like critiques. Leave my /spelling/ out of it, though, kay?:D



All these are stolen from rycok

(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? Mae. As boring as the question.
(2) Are you happy with it? It's a name.
(3) Are you named after anyone? An Aunt apparently.
(4) Your nickname: Mandragroan, or Manny for short, often Crazy Manny..
(5) Your screen name: Mandragoran preferably. See previous.
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? Probably not. Don't know. Heck, not even sure I /want/ kids.
(7) Then what would you name your children? Haven't thought about it.
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? Uhm.. no clue. Maybe Stephen. It's kinda cool.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? Sheri. Of course, I have very few female friends. Chioces limited here.
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? May. Always. Oh, and thinking I'm saying Me.
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? Why? It's already famous!! LOL.
(12) Your gender: Feline.. I mean, Female.
(13) Straight/gay/bi? Bi.
(14) Single? Not for lack of trying.. but yes.
(15) Want to be? No comment.
(16) Your birthdate: 09-26-78
(17) Your age: 24
(18) Age you act: What ever I feel like.
(19) Age you wish you were: Oooh, about 5. Kindergarten was /good/. Heh.
(20) Your height: Five foot eight-ish. Never have gotten my exact height.
(21) The color of your eyes: Blue. Boring blue.
(22) Happy with it? Well, I suppose. I didn't get the cool green-blue color changing mix like my sibs. But I can do a wicked icey look apparently.
(23) The color of your hair: Boring, mousy brown. Are we seeing a trend here?
(24) Happy with it? It's on my head. Dyes suck. I know. I've tried a bunch.
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? Right.
(26) Your living arrangement? I live in an apartment that my two cats generously share with me and let me pay the bills for. :D
(27) Your family: Immediate: Mom, Dad, Step Mom, baby-Sister, baby-Brother, older half brother and his wife. Several neices and nephews nw.
(28) Have any pets? Kitties. Muffy and Ki-Rin. Their my babies.
(29) What's your job: Telephone Operator at an Answering Service. Apparently the Evil Job. Or so I've been told. You just go numb after a while.
(30) Piercings? Yes. In ears. Had one in nose. It didn't last long.
(31) Tattoos? Not yet.
(32) Obsessions? Dragons, dragons and more dragons. Anything mythical. Magic. Cats. Art. Music... should I go on?.
(33) Addictions? Caffinee. NTN and Movies on saturdays for some reason... :P
(34) Do you collect anything? Many many books. Assorted figurines and stuffed critters. Still have an extensive LOTFR collection, outdated though. Movies
(35) Do you speak another language? Nope. Would like to learn ASL, Cree and maybe Japnese. Can barely manage English though.. ;D
(36) Have a favorite quote? Currently? *answering cell phone* "Hello, Greg's Pants?!" I love that line. It kills me. Can you tell me where it's from?:D
(37) Do you have a webpage? Nope. Would like one. Don't remember dick about coding though.
(38) Do you live in the moment? Nope. I live in several at once. More interesting that way.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Very. Probably too much so.
(40) Do you have any secrets? A few. A lot of them have actually been admited on my LJ, since it's semi-anonymous. None of my intown friends read it.
(41) Do you hate yourself? Occasionally. I really hate when I argue back. Seriously.. yes. I do. Sometimes.
(42) Do you like your handwriting? Hand... writing.. ? Kidding. When I work at it, it's okay.
(43) Do you have any bad habits? Twitching. I'm twitchy. Noone as mentioned other's. I'm sure there's more.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? *Sigh* I'm nice.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? 'A Day in Dullsville' probably.
(46) What's your biggest fear? Dying alone. Closely followed by heights.
(47) Can you sing? I like to sing. Don't think I sing well... but I've had compliments.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? No. Don't see a point. Don't like me? Then bugger off. Have a nice day!:)
(49) Are you a loner? I tend to be. Why the hell else would I work night shift?? You know, other then getting my weekends off to have a life....
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? Family. Frineds. Love. Life and Happiness.. you know.. all the normal stuff. A better job would nice too..
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Likely. Most people like me.
(52) Are you a daredevil? Nope. Hmm.. then again.. maybe. Don't know. Depends on your idea of dare devil.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Yes. And I'll leave it at that.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? I prefer laid back.
(55) Have you got a journal? Yes. Though 'Journal' is a realative term....
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? No clue. Ask someone else. I'm a bad judge of me.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Uhm.. hmm. Good question. I just try to be happy with me.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty, and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? Probably Love. I have lots of creativity, and beauty is.. well.. only skin deep.
(59) How do you vent? Writing, Reading. Occasionally screaming. You know.. all the normal ways.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? I think I must be.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Yes. Several. One or two very painful ones.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? Could be better, could be worse. I can always improve it.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learnt from life? Love now and live for your love now, and do not regret it.
(64) What do you like the most about your body? Probably have to say my eyes. Their the nicest.
(65) And least? No comment?
(66) Do you think you are good looking? Nope.
(67) Are you confident? In what? Confident in my abilities? Yes. Confident in my personal life? Absolutely not.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most alike? Couldn't say. Can anyone tell me?
(69) Do people know how you feel? Apparently not usually. I'm very VERY good at hiding what I feel and think. This is often something that bothers people.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? Don't know. I don't ask. I just be me and let it go at that.

DO YOU?
(71) Smoke? *sigh* Yes. Quitting.
(72) Do drugs? No. Tried dope once. Was violently ill.
(73) Read the newspaper? Usually the comics if I can get my hands ona paper.
(74) Pray? To whom?
(75) Go to church? Why?
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? Sometimes.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? Yes. Specificall a giant stuffed Piccachu. It's very comfy to drape an arm over. What? Something wrong with that?:D
(78) Take walks in the rain? Yes. I love rain. I jump in puddles, stand in the rain.. I love rain.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? Yes. I get paid to do it.. heh.
(80) Drive? Nope. Working on it.
(81) Like to drive fast? Mm. Fast. If I had liscense. Yes. I'd /love/ to drive a race car!

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER?
(82) Liked your voice? Yes. I do. Just don't think I'm solo quiality. :>
(83) Hurt yourself? Yes.
(84) Been out of the country? Been to the states. Thirll.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? Ur... don't think so.
(86) Had sex? Yeah. Long long ago.. hehe. Okay, not that long ago.. just don't whine at me about not having it for however many months. No sympathy here
(87) Been unfaithful? Never.
(88) Been in love? Yes..
(89) Done drugs? Weed once. Thats it. Never again. Never anything else either.
(90) Gone skinny dipping? Nu-uhuh.
(91) Had a medical emergency? Yes. I almost died thanks to medicine allergy and almost stopped breathing once...
(92) Had a surgery? Yup. Ain't got no tonsils.
(93) Ran away from home? HA! Supposedly. Sadly, my parents knew where I was. I only /had/ one friends house to go to.
(94) Played strip poker? Uh.. no.
(95) Gotten beaten up? Oddly enough, no. As much as I was tormented and taunted, no one /ever/ picked a fight with me.
(96) Beaten someone up? Other then siblings?:P JK. No.
(97) Been picked on? Every single day of Juinior High..
(98) Been on stage: *Shudder* Yes. I am not a lime-light person.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? Uhm.... no.
(100) Slept outdoors? Duh.
(101) Thought about suicide? Yes. There was a point that the only reason I didn't go through with it.. was it wasn't worth the effort to do either. Life or Die.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? Oh yes.
(103) If yes, what is your record? Around 72hrs. Did I mention I'm an insomniac?
(104) Gone one day without food? Only one?
(105) Talked on the phone all night? Repeatedly.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? Repeatedly.
(107) Slept all day? Uhm.. I work nights!
(108) Killed someone? Not.... yet..... hehehehehehe.
(109) Made out with a stranger? I was semi-drunk on my 18th and kissed a guy in a bar. A peck. Does that count?:D
(110) Had sex with a stranger? Can't say as I have. Unless I don't know it.. which'd be wierd.
(111) Thought you're going crazy? Every day.
(112) Kissed the same sex? Yup.
(113) Done anything sexual? Ur.. yes?
(114) Been betrayed? *sigh* Yes.
(115) Had a dream that came true? Why.. yes.
(116) Broken the law? I shoplifted once. Doesn't /every/ kid?
(117) Met a famous person? No.
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Absolutely not.
(119) On purpose? !!! NO !!!
(120) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No.
(121) Stolen anything? Ur.. yes. I mentioned that.
(122) Been on radio/tv? Uhm.. no.
(123) Been in a mosh-pit? Nope.
(124) Had a nervous breakdown? Once or twice
(125) Bungee jumped? ACK!
(126) Had a dream that kept coming back? Oh yes.
(127) Shoe brand? Whatever the hell I can find that fits my non-girly sized feet and looks semi-nice.
(129) Cologne/perfume? Earth. S'what it's called. Or Night Magic from Avon.Yes.. Avon.
(130) What are you normally wearing to school/work? What ever is a) clean and b) comfy.
(131) How about parties? Party? Wassat?
(132) Wear hats? I have a zebra striped hat to go with my zebra stripe scarf for winter...
(134) Wear make-up? Sometimes. Not often. I'm a natural kinda gal.
(135) Favorite place to shop? Shop? I hate shopping.. unless.. any bookstore.. any collactables store.. gaming stores.. that sort of thing.
(136) Favorite article of clothing? My bathrobe. It's big. It's fuzzy. It's comfy. Yay!
(137) Are you trendy? Don't care.
(138) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? Uniform unishmorm.

Once again, stolen from rycok

[1: What's your name?] Mae. Just Mae.
[2: Of what gender art thou?:] La Femme.. or something.
[3: And, to round off the AOL-ness, what is thine age?:] 24... I think.
[4: Alright, enough of that, what sorta groups do you run with?:] Geeks apparently.
[5: What sort of groups do you wish to join?:] You know, the people that can at least sort of understand me.. aka.. my friends.
[6: Any... Religious affilliation?:] HAHAHAH!

Personal questions

[1: do you have a best friend?:] Yep
[2:Name(s) if any?:] Sheri. Carl. Jess.
[3: if they're of the 'Desired' sex, are you attracted to them?:] Uhm.. yes.
[4: If so, do They know you're attracted to them?:] Never sure.
[5: I may be prying, but do you have a crush?:] Yup. Maybe more'n one. Hehe.
[6: And lastly, Are you interested in getting close to said crush?:] Who wouldn't?

Just plain Weird/pervy questions

[1: Are you a virgin?:] Nope.. .
[2: Are you interested -At all- in the same sex?:] Yes. I am Bi.
[3: If you woke up tomorrow as a member of the opposite sex, what would you do?:] Immediatly understand how the /hell/ they can stand to have /things/ dangling loose outside their body like that! Weird!
[4: If you woke up as a member of Both sexes (Herm) What would you do?:] Have a party all /by/ myself. Rar! Sorry.. coudln't resist.
[5: I'm getting too weird, aren't I?:] Not really.
[6: Last one in this section, Do you ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex?:] Nope. I pass as one of the guys already. What'd be the point?:P

poetry, meme

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