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Well it has been Ok at home so far. Spent alot of time chilling, and going over things in my mind. I have felt so much calmer. Met up with Tash and Laura last night which was fun, even though it was just a few drinks at the local. Got a few days out planned with them which should be fun.
I do find myself missing Cardiff but Emo Kid said the first holiday back would be weird, and he was not wrong. Not in the way I expected though. I just feel like I have been absorbed back into the old routine - sniping like a teenager at my parents and bickering with my brother. With Tash and Laura I felt like a new person - definately not the sappy pathetic little girl I used to be, but I feel myself slipping into old ways of thought and doing things. To be honest Cardiff seems like a bit of a myth - Adam, Rich, Dan, Nick and all the folk seem unreal. Like they are just a dream. That is how home is bizzare.
Rents are pains in the arse aswell they need to calm down and not be so pessimistic and bitter about everything. I'm starting to remeber why it felt so good to get away in the first place. I'm going to email my seminar lady and then buy some fags...
Peace out x x x
I do find myself missing Cardiff but Emo Kid said the first holiday back would be weird, and he was not wrong. Not in the way I expected though. I just feel like I have been absorbed back into the old routine - sniping like a teenager at my parents and bickering with my brother. With Tash and Laura I felt like a new person - definately not the sappy pathetic little girl I used to be, but I feel myself slipping into old ways of thought and doing things. To be honest Cardiff seems like a bit of a myth - Adam, Rich, Dan, Nick and all the folk seem unreal. Like they are just a dream. That is how home is bizzare.
Rents are pains in the arse aswell they need to calm down and not be so pessimistic and bitter about everything. I'm starting to remeber why it felt so good to get away in the first place. I'm going to email my seminar lady and then buy some fags...
Peace out x x x