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Jun 12, 2006 01:10

i guess its not that i have to get in,...i just want to

mostly i just want to know either way. I need to plan my summer, my life...I NEED STRUCTURE

i feel as if i spent 4 years making this life for myself over there, friends, jobs, education, just overall living. And now theres a chance that all that will just be over. And i dont like that!

ive been going over everything they look at...my personal statement, vitae, transcript, and everything is so iffy. None of those things are spectacular but they arnt bad...Its all about the compitition i have. So i dont know

i dunno how to feel, confidant or not. Im flipping out though i jsut wnat to know.

I will be fine either way. I know i can always go back and visit :) such as for my bday!

i would jsut be so dissapointed if i didnt get in.....all that work and i feel as though i would have to settle for a lesser program :(

its time like these i wish i didnt get a D in astronomy and that god forsaken social work class that was the most horrible class i have ever taken.

i dont know but in a few days i will...so till then

amanda
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