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and im at home....however i will be going back to school tomorrow...i got work sunday morning :(
never....ending!
hopefully i will be going to the symphony sunday with leah...that hsould be a nice relaxation hilight of my weekend considering as soon as i got home i had bitten off 2 of my newly grown nails....oh anxiety
i want a stable love life....not one thats in constant shambles...but with me not knowing where i will be in a few months maybe its best i have whatever it is i have...I jsut wish these things were simple...and diddnt drive people to neurosis....and that i diddnt get the shit end of the stick in the department of my life becuse it seems to have been the theme in the past 21 years i have been around....Maybe a relationship with simplicity just isnt in the cards for me
and on that oh so familiar note...i go to bed...alone...in my parents house...cold, tired, and neglected
later days
amanda
never....ending!
hopefully i will be going to the symphony sunday with leah...that hsould be a nice relaxation hilight of my weekend considering as soon as i got home i had bitten off 2 of my newly grown nails....oh anxiety
i want a stable love life....not one thats in constant shambles...but with me not knowing where i will be in a few months maybe its best i have whatever it is i have...I jsut wish these things were simple...and diddnt drive people to neurosis....and that i diddnt get the shit end of the stick in the department of my life becuse it seems to have been the theme in the past 21 years i have been around....Maybe a relationship with simplicity just isnt in the cards for me
and on that oh so familiar note...i go to bed...alone...in my parents house...cold, tired, and neglected
later days
amanda