*not a day goes by, that i don't think of you*
*and after all this time, you're still with me it's true*
friday i choked at taco bell, and they wanted to call the ER, and i was "violently" ill until that evening...yeah..
friday night was the whole triple-date thing and it was amazing. darren, christa, lexi, zach, and my boyfriend came over to swim/hot tub/party and well, it was just the most fun i've had in a while [not including prom...that's different] and then since chad was having the biggest party ever, it made the night twice as fun[ny].
saturday i went to see my little sister, samantha, who isn't little now but whatever. it was her birthday yesterday--she's 12 :) and i hung out with her family, which was sorta weird because i hadn't seen them in 6 years or so, except her dad whom i've seen recently. come to find out---her grandma is matt sweeney's great aunt. isn't that funny? [keep in mind she is only my half sister--through my mom]...so i'm not related to him, but she kinda is.
and then i got the bad news...again...apparently, mama called samantha yesterday to tell her happy birthday and such, and then told her that she was back in jail. this whole thing just sucks. i felt like crying, and what's worse is that i didn't seem upset until i was at dinner last night. like, it just didn't hit me until then. idk. i can't seem to understand her anymore, but the bad thing is that she probably won't be at my graduation because she'll be too drunk or high, or in jail. and that scares me. i worry. and i shouldn't worry.
today is that whole literary research analysis that i've been putting off for the more fun things in life. so, it's a day long project that i need to work on. i wanna hurry up and get it over with so i can go swim :)
i'll leave with a quote:: "YOU cater to ME!"--wow. he's really nice.
friday i choked at taco bell, and they wanted to call the ER, and i was "violently" ill until that evening...yeah..
friday night was the whole triple-date thing and it was amazing. darren, christa, lexi, zach, and my boyfriend came over to swim/hot tub/party and well, it was just the most fun i've had in a while [not including prom...that's different] and then since chad was having the biggest party ever, it made the night twice as fun[ny].
saturday i went to see my little sister, samantha, who isn't little now but whatever. it was her birthday yesterday--she's 12 :) and i hung out with her family, which was sorta weird because i hadn't seen them in 6 years or so, except her dad whom i've seen recently. come to find out---her grandma is matt sweeney's great aunt. isn't that funny? [keep in mind she is only my half sister--through my mom]...so i'm not related to him, but she kinda is.
and then i got the bad news...again...apparently, mama called samantha yesterday to tell her happy birthday and such, and then told her that she was back in jail. this whole thing just sucks. i felt like crying, and what's worse is that i didn't seem upset until i was at dinner last night. like, it just didn't hit me until then. idk. i can't seem to understand her anymore, but the bad thing is that she probably won't be at my graduation because she'll be too drunk or high, or in jail. and that scares me. i worry. and i shouldn't worry.
today is that whole literary research analysis that i've been putting off for the more fun things in life. so, it's a day long project that i need to work on. i wanna hurry up and get it over with so i can go swim :)
i'll leave with a quote:: "YOU cater to ME!"--wow. he's really nice.