nevermind, the consequences of the crime is time....
What hoe! A Foe?
Well now, I can feel that this livejournal's days are nearing an end. Loosing enthusiasm and polls show the fans are diminishing. Suppose I'll make the most out of it while it lasts. Thus starting my inconsequential entry....nnnnnnnow.
Crappy segway dare I say.
Everybody's home. Finally. It feels weird though. We've all lead our separate lives for so long, that I feel disconnected. How cliché. I feel that we are returning to ourselves from the summer. I don't know. I don't feel 100% comfortable. I do around Juan of course because I feel we've grown together; battling life on a day to day basis. I mean, I don't think I'm all that different, but I feel like a sore thumb when with people whom I used to feel so at peace around. I feel like they're looking at me in an entirely different light. I just want to have fun, enjoy break and embrace life. I don't know. I guess, just salvage whatever is left of what we had pre-fall and cherish it. Part of me feels like everything's the same, I'm just feeling different feelings. Fact: things are not, nor will they ever be the same as before. Before, we dueled everyday demons together, within arms reach of a friend. But now, having lost the face to face intimacy it is much harder to scuffle evil from hundreds of miles away. I feel more emotional, with the time I've spent at Towson (slash with Ali). Us crazy emo-folk.
There are just certain people I do not wish to see over break. Pretty much, everybody sans: The Foxy Four, Ron, Collin and Juan.
Collin and I graced Rockville with our presence last night. Chipotle for a Fallsgrove dinner, naturally. Montgomery Mall to visit my mom and Mommy Palomares who were volunteering as gift wrappers for JDF (Juvenile Diabetes Foundation). Then watched Ice Age en mi casa. I love us. We're amazing. My face hurt terribly from laughing though.
Collin: I am GOD.
Me: Oh yea, how's your son doing? Hear he's got a birthday comin' up.
Collin: Yea, but he's grounded.....found him smokin' pot.
Me: Tried to save the world again?
*sigh*
As Christmas draws closer and closer my position has not changed, I'm still not terribly excited. I mean, except for the Gingerbread Lattes at Charbucks (what my aunt refers to Starbucks as). I'm not very excited for exchanging gifts. I mean, I feel pretty crappy because I have minimal money to my name and I feel that if I could have gotten everybody a tremendous gift I would be more excited.
I don't really know what else to say, I suppose I'm prolonging this entry because it is one of the lasts. The end of an era.
I don't want a lot for Christmas, there is just one thing I need, don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree. I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know, make my wish come true....baby, all I want for Christmas is you.
Well now, I can feel that this livejournal's days are nearing an end. Loosing enthusiasm and polls show the fans are diminishing. Suppose I'll make the most out of it while it lasts. Thus starting my inconsequential entry....nnnnnnnow.
Crappy segway dare I say.
Everybody's home. Finally. It feels weird though. We've all lead our separate lives for so long, that I feel disconnected. How cliché. I feel that we are returning to ourselves from the summer. I don't know. I don't feel 100% comfortable. I do around Juan of course because I feel we've grown together; battling life on a day to day basis. I mean, I don't think I'm all that different, but I feel like a sore thumb when with people whom I used to feel so at peace around. I feel like they're looking at me in an entirely different light. I just want to have fun, enjoy break and embrace life. I don't know. I guess, just salvage whatever is left of what we had pre-fall and cherish it. Part of me feels like everything's the same, I'm just feeling different feelings. Fact: things are not, nor will they ever be the same as before. Before, we dueled everyday demons together, within arms reach of a friend. But now, having lost the face to face intimacy it is much harder to scuffle evil from hundreds of miles away. I feel more emotional, with the time I've spent at Towson (slash with Ali). Us crazy emo-folk.
There are just certain people I do not wish to see over break. Pretty much, everybody sans: The Foxy Four, Ron, Collin and Juan.
Collin and I graced Rockville with our presence last night. Chipotle for a Fallsgrove dinner, naturally. Montgomery Mall to visit my mom and Mommy Palomares who were volunteering as gift wrappers for JDF (Juvenile Diabetes Foundation). Then watched Ice Age en mi casa. I love us. We're amazing. My face hurt terribly from laughing though.
Collin: I am GOD.
Me: Oh yea, how's your son doing? Hear he's got a birthday comin' up.
Collin: Yea, but he's grounded.....found him smokin' pot.
Me: Tried to save the world again?
*sigh*
As Christmas draws closer and closer my position has not changed, I'm still not terribly excited. I mean, except for the Gingerbread Lattes at Charbucks (what my aunt refers to Starbucks as). I'm not very excited for exchanging gifts. I mean, I feel pretty crappy because I have minimal money to my name and I feel that if I could have gotten everybody a tremendous gift I would be more excited.
I don't really know what else to say, I suppose I'm prolonging this entry because it is one of the lasts. The end of an era.
I don't want a lot for Christmas, there is just one thing I need, don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree. I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know, make my wish come true....baby, all I want for Christmas is you.