words cannot explain the happiness i'm feeling.....

[mandishka]

Dark enough not recognize your own hand in front of your face. My arm, draped across his chest, his hand enlaced in mine. Then, the most repulsive and beautiful sound came from his mouth. Dreadful and charming. Falling asleep, cuddled against Juan, feels like we never left. Time stopped two months prior, everything a dream up until this moment. Or a dream he might be, a dream we might be. Not sure if I should pry my eyes open or keep them closed.

Sweet dreams.