my head

[mandigrl406]

i am so confused now. i am with this kid brett right now, and i do like him alot. but when i see randy i get all happy but sad in another way. its really weird, and i dont know what i want right now. its really hard for me to decide. i see randy with my family and how much they love him and all want me to be with him, but i dont think that it is a good idea. maybe awhile down the road i would like to persue a relationsip with him. but not now. i need brett right now. and no one else except friends. and no one understands that. but me. oh well! hey kristen i miss you girl i hope that you are doing good. call me sometime. i miss your words of wisodm..love you tell andy i say hi and tell john i miss him and love him to and have him call me also
bye bye
amanda