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Apr 25, 2005 16:02

Sigh... 29 days of what ive done for all my life left! its some pritty crazy stuff.... i feel like my life had been just wicked shitty lately.. its wierd soo many things are changeing and i HATE change... i figure if i put things off then i wont have to do them... such as a job... money for school next year... ugh just shit... were getting our caps and gowns tommorow... thats kinda scarry! witch means like prom is comming and it looks like im probibly not going... i dont have a date... surprised? im not...UGH i feel like screaming... but i cant cuz then i cry and i hate crying... i feel kinda alone... i never have ne one there for me other that parents i always know that but i wish there was someone else for me...they say my time will come but im fucking sick of waiting... but then again i dont do ne thing to help myself!... im feel fucked up inside...
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