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oh holy fuck.
senior year, here we come. This summer has been like no other. New people, new places, new everything. And I'm so sad that it's over. I'm just thinking about all of the long night drives that we took, all the nights spent at ScottnGreg's, all the GTOFs.
This summer I got my own car and got to experience real freedom for the first time. Though I didn't accomplish many of my summer goals like massive guitar playing and such, i still feel accomplished. I think I've changed. I think I may finally be ready to go back to school and face the people. I feel like I may not shrink back into myself as much this year. I feel like I have a place. Even if it did take 3 years, I have a place now where I like myself.
I'm going to be okay. That's what I keep telling myself. And though I'm terrified of first semester and the hole I fell into last year, I'm not going to let myself fall in this year. I'm NOT having any more overstressed breakdowns like last year either. nonono. or like this afternoon. NOT HAPPENING.
Next summer will be so different. A whole fucking part of my life will be over. In 365 days I'll be at a college somewhere... I can count the days until I'm out of here. It's so close... SENIORS OH SEVEN. UH UH.
senior year, here we come. This summer has been like no other. New people, new places, new everything. And I'm so sad that it's over. I'm just thinking about all of the long night drives that we took, all the nights spent at ScottnGreg's, all the GTOFs.
This summer I got my own car and got to experience real freedom for the first time. Though I didn't accomplish many of my summer goals like massive guitar playing and such, i still feel accomplished. I think I've changed. I think I may finally be ready to go back to school and face the people. I feel like I may not shrink back into myself as much this year. I feel like I have a place. Even if it did take 3 years, I have a place now where I like myself.
I'm going to be okay. That's what I keep telling myself. And though I'm terrified of first semester and the hole I fell into last year, I'm not going to let myself fall in this year. I'm NOT having any more overstressed breakdowns like last year either. nonono. or like this afternoon. NOT HAPPENING.
Next summer will be so different. A whole fucking part of my life will be over. In 365 days I'll be at a college somewhere... I can count the days until I'm out of here. It's so close... SENIORS OH SEVEN. UH UH.