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Its snowing. Im in a bad mood. So much shit is going on with Eric right now, its ridiculous.
Im having a crisis. I dont know what I want to do with my life. I dont know if I really want to go to college. I want to get married in the next 5 years, and have a kid. If I do what I want to do, I wont have time to do the other things I want to do like have a kid. I was thinking of doing teaching, maybe for little kids. 2nd grade. Or kindergarten. I dont know anymore. I feel like Im going to fuck up everything. Im confused and in a bad mood. I just want to sleep.
I never write in this anymore.
I guess I just gave up on caring.
Im having a crisis. I dont know what I want to do with my life. I dont know if I really want to go to college. I want to get married in the next 5 years, and have a kid. If I do what I want to do, I wont have time to do the other things I want to do like have a kid. I was thinking of doing teaching, maybe for little kids. 2nd grade. Or kindergarten. I dont know anymore. I feel like Im going to fuck up everything. Im confused and in a bad mood. I just want to sleep.
I never write in this anymore.
I guess I just gave up on caring.