Apr 08, 2003 02:28
Tamar leaves for Isreal in 2 hours. She came by today to say goodbye but i was at school. I'm really sad that i didnt get to have one last hug and have one last fun time with her. I feel like its all my fault cause iv been having so much fun with Hannah and Athena and when i'm with them i forget about everything else including my old friends and family. When i know someone is going to be leaving me i tend to ignore phone calls and avoid them when they stop by. I wish i hadent done that. Now i just feel horrible...
I really need to start making more time for Ana and Sophia and even Vera. When we had the birthday party for Ana i had so much fun with them and Imiss the old days when we used to hang out everyday. I hate growing up and growing apart...=-\
If you guys are reading this i miss you and im sorry i havent been around much lately...