Update on Things
So I just wanted to do a quick update since, it's been awhile since I posted anything besides fics, and the fact that I spend 95% of my time on Tumblr...
I actually probably should be resting my wrist right now, have it in a brace because somehow I sprained it - quite painful but school doesn't stop so what can you do.
Uh, regarding the contents of my last post, let's leave it at just, some days are better than others..
Work is mostly the same, thankfully school cuts down on my time spent there, but it's a good job and the time spent there is easily passed as quick and meaningless, I keep my personal and work life separate and that helps.
I don't want to be too dramatic with this, last time I posted was on a particularly awful day accumulated over long pent up frustrations , but I don't take back what I said, because some days I feel exactly the same as then, and some days I feel better.
I would like to say I told my Father...but it scared him so bad I've never had the guts to bring it up again, that was possibly after it's gotten the lowest it's ever been. Not going into detail - it was close that day.
Tumblr is a great distraction - as is school - but I know Tumblr is temporary so I'm trying to find something more permanent.
Right now the most permanent thing I've found is writing, but the time I have to actually sit down, come up with a decent plot and write it out to actually be considered presentable is few and far apart.
For now, I'll just say, let' see where the path takes us.
I actually probably should be resting my wrist right now, have it in a brace because somehow I sprained it - quite painful but school doesn't stop so what can you do.
Uh, regarding the contents of my last post, let's leave it at just, some days are better than others..
Work is mostly the same, thankfully school cuts down on my time spent there, but it's a good job and the time spent there is easily passed as quick and meaningless, I keep my personal and work life separate and that helps.
I don't want to be too dramatic with this, last time I posted was on a particularly awful day accumulated over long pent up frustrations , but I don't take back what I said, because some days I feel exactly the same as then, and some days I feel better.
I would like to say I told my Father...but it scared him so bad I've never had the guts to bring it up again, that was possibly after it's gotten the lowest it's ever been. Not going into detail - it was close that day.
Tumblr is a great distraction - as is school - but I know Tumblr is temporary so I'm trying to find something more permanent.
Right now the most permanent thing I've found is writing, but the time I have to actually sit down, come up with a decent plot and write it out to actually be considered presentable is few and far apart.
For now, I'll just say, let' see where the path takes us.