Hello Strangers!
So wow, for some strange reason I have decided to come back to livejournal. Maybe because I need somwhere to vent where I think everyone has been forgotten...
I need you so much closer...
So I'm sitting at home rather dejected on occurences lately. Finding out that a someone I had feelings for has decided to stay in the same lifestyle that messed him up in the first place. Why are you so stubborn, boy? Just when I think that I have something in common with someone they turn around and do things that suck. I told myself not to get attatched, but I just couldn't help myself, you know? I don't even know why I do these things. I just end up getting dissappointed or hurting myself. Or both. Nevermind all these things then. What's the point really?
Maybe I should just stop pursuing things and lay low for a while and just hang out with my friends and wait for someone to come along that will want to pursue ME. I try to do that, but I end up just doing the same things all over again. I'm a creature of habbit. Damn. So for now I guess music and good times will be my friends. I think of myself as a smart, attractive being, and there will be someone out there for me somewhere. Eventually. That's all for now I guess.
I need you so much closer...
So I'm sitting at home rather dejected on occurences lately. Finding out that a someone I had feelings for has decided to stay in the same lifestyle that messed him up in the first place. Why are you so stubborn, boy? Just when I think that I have something in common with someone they turn around and do things that suck. I told myself not to get attatched, but I just couldn't help myself, you know? I don't even know why I do these things. I just end up getting dissappointed or hurting myself. Or both. Nevermind all these things then. What's the point really?
Maybe I should just stop pursuing things and lay low for a while and just hang out with my friends and wait for someone to come along that will want to pursue ME. I try to do that, but I end up just doing the same things all over again. I'm a creature of habbit. Damn. So for now I guess music and good times will be my friends. I think of myself as a smart, attractive being, and there will be someone out there for me somewhere. Eventually. That's all for now I guess.