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This is the dream i had the other night....
Cailey, karen and I were on this dock in a lord of the ring type swamp. I look down and i see a pair of chuck taylors just under the surface...I reach in to realise their is a foot in the shoe. Attached to that was a body, David ray's body in fact. We pull him out but he never wakes up. I look out over the swamp to see alot of people who have passed during my life. A few former emplyers, my grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends..I dont rememberr much, but i woke up thrashing around in my bed and wasnt in the greatest mood. It felt weird to actualy have a nightmare. Its been a really long time since i had one of those. i dont know what to really think of it...
Ther really hasnt been a change in david rays condition. He's still on a respirator, but breathing partially on his own. THey have started letting people in BUT, that isnt an invite for everyone to posse up and go...on top of all this with david, his mother just recently lost her father....which, my heart goes out for her, first her son in this situation, and then your father passes? i cannot imagine what shes going through, and if i tried it probably wouldnt compare.
so, I cut like 8 inches off my hair. ITs weird, and requires a whole lot more attention than im willing to give. ya know, im lazy when it comes to "me" and how i look. id rahter spend that time i dont know, sleeping than doing what most other girls do to be presentable....but whateva.
I love the tranquility that is my new apartment....its so quiet. and ALL MINE!!!!!
ill post pictures, some day...
thats all for now.....
Cailey, karen and I were on this dock in a lord of the ring type swamp. I look down and i see a pair of chuck taylors just under the surface...I reach in to realise their is a foot in the shoe. Attached to that was a body, David ray's body in fact. We pull him out but he never wakes up. I look out over the swamp to see alot of people who have passed during my life. A few former emplyers, my grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends..I dont rememberr much, but i woke up thrashing around in my bed and wasnt in the greatest mood. It felt weird to actualy have a nightmare. Its been a really long time since i had one of those. i dont know what to really think of it...
Ther really hasnt been a change in david rays condition. He's still on a respirator, but breathing partially on his own. THey have started letting people in BUT, that isnt an invite for everyone to posse up and go...on top of all this with david, his mother just recently lost her father....which, my heart goes out for her, first her son in this situation, and then your father passes? i cannot imagine what shes going through, and if i tried it probably wouldnt compare.
so, I cut like 8 inches off my hair. ITs weird, and requires a whole lot more attention than im willing to give. ya know, im lazy when it comes to "me" and how i look. id rahter spend that time i dont know, sleeping than doing what most other girls do to be presentable....but whateva.
I love the tranquility that is my new apartment....its so quiet. and ALL MINE!!!!!
ill post pictures, some day...
thats all for now.....