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[mandi_blackrose]

I have read livejournal a couple of times and finally came across a couple of comments/posts that really didnt settle well with me. Jana was not invited, yes your right i dont want her there, and i think i have damn well reason for not wanting her there, i think she has stabbed me in the back plenty of times and im tired of giving her a welcome

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[blacktears421]

okey so you have a problem with me okey fine.. you have your reasons and even though in my mind they are complelty dumb and i dont get why you have them its okey... yea so a few other people have a problem with me....okey i dont get why dani doesnt like me bc ive donw nothing to her... the whole toni and will thing was fucking almost 3 god dman years ago and they have started a family and thats greatim very happy for them.... luck just like turned into an ass twards me long before cody came into the pic....and for the record i didnt leave you guys i grew up and i moved big deal.... just grow up mandi.... at of all the years with you i always thought you were the most miture of all of us and i thought of you as like the mom of our group but i dont know...

and to remind people we had two groups melt togther when high school started the people from reed and the people from pv and we picked up a few from other places along the way but i was a part of the first group from pv along wiht dani toni and luke so go ahead leave me out....

i was only worried about the whole god damn thing bc i dont want to fucking lose touch with the people that made my life hell and perfect at the same god damn time.. so fuck

AND GOD DAMN IT FOR THE LAST MOTHER FUCKING TIME NOTHING HAPPENED WITH RYAN....NOTHING CANT HURT YOU.... IF YOU KNOW ME SOO GOD DMAN WELL AND RYAN YOUD KNOW NOTHING HAPPENED.....

yeah

[mandi_blackrose]

yeah i know they are dumb to you, because they didnt affect you until now. i dont know ask dani i wont be speaking for other people i think that is wrong. 3 god damn years ago that still affect the way their family is today and how it got there and the problems they still face, sure its all gone for you put with choices come consequences and will is paying for them, your not, well until now that is. i have grown up a lot more than you could ever imagine i have been through more shit that a lot of you, a lot you guys couldnt understand unless you have been there and the only one i know that has been is amber, thank you i appreciate that comment, but im not your mom!! lol look i dont mean to be mean or whatever you think okay? i just dont think its a good idea for you to be there and didnt think anyone would make it a big deal or think you would want to come.
ya we have different groups, but actually i wasnt from either i came from walnut grove when i met you guys. but yeah i understand but just because you are part of the orginal group doesnt mean that makes you automatically invited to everything the new group is it doesnt work like that im sorry, there are plenty of people who were part of the orgnial group who arent coming, holly for one.
i realize i know nothing happened honey but if you werent interested or didnt care why would you stay in the bedroom with us the entire time? curled up next to him and wouldnt leave us alone when is very obviously bothered me that you were in there??? why? answer me that cause i never got that. but it did hurt, cause i considered you my friend and you knew how i felt and you still did that, still.....friends dont do that.

love lots
mandi