Better
Today went a little bit better, only thought of john when I looked at my yearbook, it was depressing because there are many pictures of John and I in it. So anyways enough about john everyone my graduation party is July 2nd, 2005 at 6pm-midnight, it is at the Ponta in Tiverton leave me a message and I will give ya directions if you wanna come! I hate being single at the moment but everyone is assuring me that he will come back. I've started to think will i take him back, when he does come back will he really love me, will I have moved on. So many questions and so much that I have to think about so I am taking a month to think about what I really want and while i am at I am gonna catch up will a whole bunch of ppl like Jimmy, Meagan, Leanne, Katie, Amanda, and Ricky. Ricky and I are going out this week he is taking me out to dinner and a movie then next week Jimmy is. I am really excited... I really am which is really scarey. Okay Sorry to bore everyone I will talk to yall soon. Keep all of you posted on the whole john thing. When he comes back I am gonna make him build up the respect again, he needs to take me out to eat and I will try to love him the same way that I used to... this is a new me! I love You Johnny and I want you to come back but things will be a little bit different. We should start dating like going out to eat and movies without having the titles of boyfriend and girlfriend, No kissing, call eachother and say a good night. No lovey names not until we realize we are really ment to be together. I love you John and I know you will come back to me. Love ya