WHY
How it takes only a few minutes to fall deeply madly truely in love with someone, but it takes forever to get over them?
I cant do this anymore, I wanna be back in his arms again. I wake up and I feel sick, I am hurting so deeply inside, maybe it is better for me to be depressed maybe that is just how I must live my life. I wanna be happy again, that means whatever is makin him happy right now. I jus wish Jared would show him something that means so much to the both of us, something so special that only John will understand the meanin of it. But I guess that wont happen right? I really miss him and I jus wish he would get over himself and realize that he misses me too!
Jon B told me that we were gonna get back together.... and we both knew it, but when will that be? When am I gonna hold him in my arms again and wishper into his ear that I love him? When will i get to kiss him a million times over and over again, because I miss him? When will I feel his touch again? When will my dreams come true? I miss this boy so much and all I want are answers. No one seems to understand me, no one knows the pain I am feelin inside, no one can tell me what to do!!!!!!!!
John Henry Watts III I hope your life brings you happiness and laughter, cause whenever you become happy I'll be happy again. I will smile at you and you'll smile at me and I will know my prayers were answered!!! Always remember..... YOUR FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES.
I cant do this anymore, I wanna be back in his arms again. I wake up and I feel sick, I am hurting so deeply inside, maybe it is better for me to be depressed maybe that is just how I must live my life. I wanna be happy again, that means whatever is makin him happy right now. I jus wish Jared would show him something that means so much to the both of us, something so special that only John will understand the meanin of it. But I guess that wont happen right? I really miss him and I jus wish he would get over himself and realize that he misses me too!
Jon B told me that we were gonna get back together.... and we both knew it, but when will that be? When am I gonna hold him in my arms again and wishper into his ear that I love him? When will i get to kiss him a million times over and over again, because I miss him? When will I feel his touch again? When will my dreams come true? I miss this boy so much and all I want are answers. No one seems to understand me, no one knows the pain I am feelin inside, no one can tell me what to do!!!!!!!!
John Henry Watts III I hope your life brings you happiness and laughter, cause whenever you become happy I'll be happy again. I will smile at you and you'll smile at me and I will know my prayers were answered!!! Always remember..... YOUR FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES.