i try to laugh but cry instead
a collection of lyrics. they describe this. right now.
not the entire song...just portions.
you got my head spinning.
and i don't know where to go from here.
-lifehouse
could it be that it's me looking back to nowhere? back to nowhere?
-dropping daylight
I don't want to be the filler if the void is solely yours.
I don't want to be your glass of single malt whiskey hidden in the bottom drawer
I don't want to be a bandage if the wound is not mine...
Lend me some fresh air
I don't want to be adored for what I merely represent to you
I don't want to be your babysitter, you're a very big boy now
I don't want to be your mother - I didn't carry you in my womb for nine months
Show me the back door.
-alanis morissette
cause i feel so mad.
i feel so angry.
feel so callused
so lost, confused, again
feel so cheap
so used, unfaithful.
-boxcar racer
i guess i should of heard of them from you.
i guess i should of heard of them from you.
don't you see? don't you see that the charade is over.
and all the best deceptions and the clever cover story awards go to you.
-dashboard confessional
well, this is not for real.
afraid to feel.
i just hit the floor -
don't ask for more.
-default
don't cry to me.
if you loved me, you would be here with me.
you want me? come find me.
MAKE UP YOUR MIND.
-evanescence
i close my eyes when i get too sad.
i think thoughts that i know are bad
close my eyes and i count to ten
hope its over when i open them
i want the things that i had before
like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
i wish i could count to ten
make everything be wonderful again
-everclear
oh well, it seems like such fun.
until you lose what you had won.
give me back my point of view
'cause i just can't think for you
-jet
please baby can't you see... my minds a burnin hell
i got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin' my heart apart as well
tonight you told me that you ache for something new
and some other woman is lookin like something
that might be good for you
-melissa etheridge
How many times have you been pushed around?
Was anybody there? Does anybody care?
How many times have your friends let you down?
Was anybody there? Did anybody stare?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Just open up your heart. Just open up your mind
How many times has your faith slipped away?
Well, is anybody safe? Does anybody pray?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
How many days have you just slept away?
Is everybody high? Is everyone afraid?
How many times have you wished you were strong?
Have they ever seen your heart?
Have they ever seen your pain?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
-our lady peace
Was yesterday the best day of your life?
Only beating out the day before that?
Are you afraid of the world you've created?
-punchline
this is for you: the one that made me laugh and then you made me cry.
this is for you: the one who faded out and never said goodbye.
this is for you.
so close your eyes tonight,
and sleep in your bed alone...
..this is for me, and everything i don't say,
because i always thought you'd see this is for you..
-time and distance
I never knew.
I never knew that everything was falling through,
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
-the fray
angel of music,
you deceived me.
i gave my mind blindly.
-phantom of the opera
not the entire song...just portions.
you got my head spinning.
and i don't know where to go from here.
-lifehouse
could it be that it's me looking back to nowhere? back to nowhere?
-dropping daylight
I don't want to be the filler if the void is solely yours.
I don't want to be your glass of single malt whiskey hidden in the bottom drawer
I don't want to be a bandage if the wound is not mine...
Lend me some fresh air
I don't want to be adored for what I merely represent to you
I don't want to be your babysitter, you're a very big boy now
I don't want to be your mother - I didn't carry you in my womb for nine months
Show me the back door.
-alanis morissette
cause i feel so mad.
i feel so angry.
feel so callused
so lost, confused, again
feel so cheap
so used, unfaithful.
-boxcar racer
i guess i should of heard of them from you.
i guess i should of heard of them from you.
don't you see? don't you see that the charade is over.
and all the best deceptions and the clever cover story awards go to you.
-dashboard confessional
well, this is not for real.
afraid to feel.
i just hit the floor -
don't ask for more.
-default
don't cry to me.
if you loved me, you would be here with me.
you want me? come find me.
MAKE UP YOUR MIND.
-evanescence
i close my eyes when i get too sad.
i think thoughts that i know are bad
close my eyes and i count to ten
hope its over when i open them
i want the things that i had before
like a star wars poster on my bedroom door
i wish i could count to ten
make everything be wonderful again
-everclear
oh well, it seems like such fun.
until you lose what you had won.
give me back my point of view
'cause i just can't think for you
-jet
please baby can't you see... my minds a burnin hell
i got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin' my heart apart as well
tonight you told me that you ache for something new
and some other woman is lookin like something
that might be good for you
-melissa etheridge
How many times have you been pushed around?
Was anybody there? Does anybody care?
How many times have your friends let you down?
Was anybody there? Did anybody stare?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Just open up your heart. Just open up your mind
How many times has your faith slipped away?
Well, is anybody safe? Does anybody pray?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
How many days have you just slept away?
Is everybody high? Is everyone afraid?
How many times have you wished you were strong?
Have they ever seen your heart?
Have they ever seen your pain?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
-our lady peace
Was yesterday the best day of your life?
Only beating out the day before that?
Are you afraid of the world you've created?
-punchline
this is for you: the one that made me laugh and then you made me cry.
this is for you: the one who faded out and never said goodbye.
this is for you.
so close your eyes tonight,
and sleep in your bed alone...
..this is for me, and everything i don't say,
because i always thought you'd see this is for you..
-time and distance
I never knew.
I never knew that everything was falling through,
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
-the fray
angel of music,
you deceived me.
i gave my mind blindly.
-phantom of the opera