Jul 27, 2003 21:42
Its all the same. Still flirts, but nothing more. he asked me to go boating with him on 4th of July, but I already had plans and couldnt go. Id really prefer not to have to wear a bathing suit the first time I se him outside of work anyways. Buts there had been nothing since then except the random flirting. I have a new girl that sits next to me at work. She is so damn annoying I want to beat her. She calls me kid or kiddo. Its because shes 45 and her kids are older than me. But I hate being called kid. Im gonna start calling her old hagg when she calls me kiddo. Its not just the kid thing, everything about her is annoying, and shes a shitty worker, and shes stupid. 3 weeks shes been there and she cant even remember which doctor is an eye doctor and which doctor is a cardiologist. But she will officially be permanent with me this week and im not excited. I ahd a weird dream about michael the other night. I cant remember all of it, we were holding hands but didnt talk. hmmm, dont have to look to much into that one because we dont ever really talk anyways. Im at that point where Im thinking I actually want a boyfriend. not michael necessarily, I just want someone to talk to other than my roomates, and someone to relate to me. Its not even a sexual thing, its more of a bored with my life right now thing. Who knows, I have a lot of work to do on myself before I bring someone else into my life.