Yet Another Depressing Ramble
As you should know, I been gone for a couple days. I left on Thursday to take Grammy to have her cataract surgery in Middleton. We were up in the Valley til Saturday was when we came home. It was ok. Gram started to get on my nerves a little by the time we were coming home because she's extremely fussy n she likes to be noticed n I do not. I figured I was just gonna get to drop em off home n have a nice quiet ride home. Boy did I ever get surprised...I drove in the driveway to their house and mom, dad, cory, and crystal were there. I was so friggen annoyed...I was glad to see them yea but I wanted to be alone. Anyhow cory n crystal went home with dad in the truck and mom drove me home in the car.
Today we went back up to the Valley. Mom had to go to the hospital in Kentville for an ultrasound of her shoulder. I drove when we got to Kentville cuz dad didn't know where the hospital was. We went to Halifax after that. I got some stuff at Aqua Creations. I got a cover for my newest tank, some gravel, some algea chips, and some cotton for the filter.
Now to get to the depressing stuff. Got home maybe an hour ago..Maybe less. Mom, dad and Cory & Crystal took off. Cory was using a grinder while we were gone n got something in his eye, and I think he scratched his cornea so they took him to out patients. So I'm home alone. I dunno why I feel so depressed tonight but I do...I just want to talk to somebody n either nobodies home or nobody wants to talk to me. Actually I been like this since I got home cuz yesterday I had a bad day. I got all upset because dad made me feel like a complete idiot. For once in my life I wish someone would actually be there for me. I think it's kind of ironic...I spend all my time being there for people...picking up on everything n yet when I need someone, nobody can even see that I'm practically screaming inside. I leave you with this, what are friends for? Life is so full of lonliness and disappointment. Sometimes I really wonder how people can be so clueless. That is all.
Today we went back up to the Valley. Mom had to go to the hospital in Kentville for an ultrasound of her shoulder. I drove when we got to Kentville cuz dad didn't know where the hospital was. We went to Halifax after that. I got some stuff at Aqua Creations. I got a cover for my newest tank, some gravel, some algea chips, and some cotton for the filter.
Now to get to the depressing stuff. Got home maybe an hour ago..Maybe less. Mom, dad and Cory & Crystal took off. Cory was using a grinder while we were gone n got something in his eye, and I think he scratched his cornea so they took him to out patients. So I'm home alone. I dunno why I feel so depressed tonight but I do...I just want to talk to somebody n either nobodies home or nobody wants to talk to me. Actually I been like this since I got home cuz yesterday I had a bad day. I got all upset because dad made me feel like a complete idiot. For once in my life I wish someone would actually be there for me. I think it's kind of ironic...I spend all my time being there for people...picking up on everything n yet when I need someone, nobody can even see that I'm practically screaming inside. I leave you with this, what are friends for? Life is so full of lonliness and disappointment. Sometimes I really wonder how people can be so clueless. That is all.