Awww
Hey guys... I know this sounds stupid, but for the past like 2 hours I've just been reading my past entries... Made me kinda sad, but then I got to the ones about Nathan... Yeah you guessed what this update is gonna be about! Anyway, I realize now how much this boy really means to me. I mean yeah I knew I loved and cared about him a lot... But I don't think I understood the extent of how much I really do love him. Nathan's forgiven me for a lot of things, and he can actually put up with my hateful attitude. That says a lot for someone, because I know that I get mad over little things. But I swear you guyz, that I'm honestly going to work on changing that. We've been dating for like a year and five months, and I honestly think this boy is the one yall. I can't picture how my life would be without him in it. I get butterflies thinkin about him. I sit at home and wait on him to call, and I get so excited when he gets a chance to come down here and see me. I think since he's been working so much lately I've had time to sit down and think about it, since I can't see him as much. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I really wanna marry Nathan. I mean I don't want to rush into it yanno, but I would like to "seriously" talk about it. We've mentioned it here and ther, but never went into the extent of a conversation... SO IF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY ADVICE ON HOW TO BRING IT UP LEMME KNOW I can't explain how amazing it feels when you find someone who means so much to you. He's my world, and he makes me feel like no one ever has... I found a quote and think it suits how I feel
"When I talk to you it's as if time has stopped and the only thing happening is me and you. I feel as if nothing could come between us. You are all I think about, day and night. You are the one who makes me smile, makes me laugh, makes all my worries go away. I'm so happy I found you. Without you, I don't know what I'd do or where I'd be"
Aww... Well that bout sums it up for me... leave me comments please? hehe
Amanda
Amanda Jo Miller
Loves
Nathan Shawn Johnson
~*1/24/04---eternity*~
"When I talk to you it's as if time has stopped and the only thing happening is me and you. I feel as if nothing could come between us. You are all I think about, day and night. You are the one who makes me smile, makes me laugh, makes all my worries go away. I'm so happy I found you. Without you, I don't know what I'd do or where I'd be"
Aww... Well that bout sums it up for me... leave me comments please? hehe
Amanda
Amanda Jo Miller
Loves
Nathan Shawn Johnson
~*1/24/04---eternity*~