"so, anyways,... let's get down to the nitty gritty..."
i recommend that movie... 100%!!! nacho libre.
anyways...
i cried for the first time yesterday. i had been empty for the longest time. emotionally empty. no life, no nothing. except when i was in China... that brought me to life for a time. but, life has been more happy lately. i needed to cry. about jonathan i needed to cry. i've needed to cry for so long. thanks manda!!! :)
and i know it's something i have always talked about... but ya know, i haven't talked about it in such a long time... to be honest, it really hasn't been on my mind until recently... even before i saw him... why is he so unhappy... why are you so unhappy??? the happiest i've seen you, the healthiest i've seen you, is when we were together... i don't understand! you were so passionate and excited about God... not smoking... smiling all of the time... so happy. it's so funny... monday was our 3 year... did you even think about it? probably not. i guess i'm still stuck... and i kept thinking about another guy... thinking that if i started dating him, i would have to stop because serious relationships i can't do because you're still in the deep. curse you. why aren't you happy? find your happiness... cause it's making me sad.
It’s quiet in Kentucky
You never ask about me
I never thought about it
Until now
It’s cloudy out my window
Just another TV show
and noises in the hallway
outside, and...
CHORUS:
I guess I know better now
That few things ever go
The way that we mean anyhow
That’s better I suppose
You thought that I was joking
when I said I was worried
I’d never love somebody
like you do
It’s easier on some days
I keep me busy anyway
I read a lot on weekends
downtown, and...
CHORUS
I called while you were working
It’s easier than talking
For just so many reasons
And it’s funny how we speak so clear
while such a mess inside
I mean more than I’m saying here -
You know that just as well as...
CHORUS
anyways...
i cried for the first time yesterday. i had been empty for the longest time. emotionally empty. no life, no nothing. except when i was in China... that brought me to life for a time. but, life has been more happy lately. i needed to cry. about jonathan i needed to cry. i've needed to cry for so long. thanks manda!!! :)
and i know it's something i have always talked about... but ya know, i haven't talked about it in such a long time... to be honest, it really hasn't been on my mind until recently... even before i saw him... why is he so unhappy... why are you so unhappy??? the happiest i've seen you, the healthiest i've seen you, is when we were together... i don't understand! you were so passionate and excited about God... not smoking... smiling all of the time... so happy. it's so funny... monday was our 3 year... did you even think about it? probably not. i guess i'm still stuck... and i kept thinking about another guy... thinking that if i started dating him, i would have to stop because serious relationships i can't do because you're still in the deep. curse you. why aren't you happy? find your happiness... cause it's making me sad.
It’s quiet in Kentucky
You never ask about me
I never thought about it
Until now
It’s cloudy out my window
Just another TV show
and noises in the hallway
outside, and...
CHORUS:
I guess I know better now
That few things ever go
The way that we mean anyhow
That’s better I suppose
You thought that I was joking
when I said I was worried
I’d never love somebody
like you do
It’s easier on some days
I keep me busy anyway
I read a lot on weekends
downtown, and...
CHORUS
I called while you were working
It’s easier than talking
For just so many reasons
And it’s funny how we speak so clear
while such a mess inside
I mean more than I’m saying here -
You know that just as well as...
CHORUS