happy thoughts
i am blessed. that is my overwhelming emotion right now... the feeling that goes with the knowledge of being blessed. i have a beautiful loving smart son. i have wonderful loving parents. beautiful people who are my friends... i am married to a man that has seen me at the ultimate worst disgusting pathetic side a person can be... and who not only has never stopped loving me but who thrives with me. as a parent. pursuing a future... and the thing about tommy that i love... wish i had.. but that i see and love... is how damn smart he is. how sweet. motivated. he only needs help in little ways...
like today.. .he worked an eleven hour day. tonight was date night. and... we had to do laundrey.. mixed with Alex's bedtime routine... date night seemed damn near impossible... but.. no... we had a BLAST! doing nothing more than laughing together and drinking ice tea in the car as we waited for the wash cycle to finish...
its odd... the perspective you get from being with someone so long... it changes your views on many things... you feel old. lol. but in a good way.
like today.. .he worked an eleven hour day. tonight was date night. and... we had to do laundrey.. mixed with Alex's bedtime routine... date night seemed damn near impossible... but.. no... we had a BLAST! doing nothing more than laughing together and drinking ice tea in the car as we waited for the wash cycle to finish...
its odd... the perspective you get from being with someone so long... it changes your views on many things... you feel old. lol. but in a good way.