Major Update on my Life...
Well lets see, Im sure you all know that I am getting Married. Yup, December 8th is my Wedding Day. Things have been crazy since he proposed. So much planning has been done, and so much more has to be done. Of course the first thing I did was go Dress shopping. At first I picked out one that was plain, but pretty. It had alittle bow on the top of it. It was cute but I didnt absolutely LOVE it and I wanted something I Loved. So I went back and looked around again, and I found it. I found MY Wedding Dress. Its Beautiful. Id post a picture but Im not sure who will see it, and who it might get back to. Id hate for Jason to see it before our Wedding Day. Anyway, so Im pretty excited about my Dress, and my Bridesmaid Dresses are beautiful. Since we are getting Married in Winter, we have a seasonal color scheme. Our colors are Red, White and Silver. We have already got a DJ and have been to the Florist to order all the flowers we need, which came to over $900. I have to go get Jasons ring sometime this week, we already picked it out. I had a Beautiful ring set with the Engagement Ring and Wedding Band, but I dont have it anymore cause I had to take it back like 5 times in less then a month. I was so mad. So Jason and I went and picked me out a new set. Its kinda on a Layaway plan cause it was $2,300. We have our Honeymoon half paid for. We are going on a Cruise to the Western Carribean. 2 days on the ship and the rest on Islands (St. Thomas, Nassau Bahamas, and 2 more I think). We are both so excited. We talk about it all the time. Wedding planning and shopping is so much fun, but so stressful. I never have spending money, its all for bills and Wedding stuff. But its all worth it. I know alot of people think Im crazy cause Ive only been with Jason for 6 months, but those who know me, know that Ive been in 2 very long and painful relationships (Steve&Tim) and I stuck it out when I was with them and I allowed them to hurt me over and over again. With Jason, everyhing is Perfect, literally. And I just know this is it. We are ourselves around each other, we talk about anything and we have this connection that Ive never felt with anyone else. We dont allow anything to cause conflict in our relationship and when something is bothering me (since nothing ever bothers him), we talk it out. I Love Jason. I wouldnt make a commitment like this if there was a doubt in my mind that it was real. I am going to spend the rest of my life with this man, and thats what I truly want more then anything. We talk about having babies, which really excites me. My mom cant wait til I have a baby. Jason and I decided that around 2 years after we are married, we will start trying to have a family. I want a Girl, and he wants a Boy of course. I wouldnt mind having a Boy cause Ive been told that Boys are usually closer to their Moms and Girls become Daddys Girls, so I dont care what I have. It would just be nice to have a girl since April had a Boy. Thinking about all of this actually gets me really emotional, so I think Im going to go now, and check my Myspace lol. Ill try to keep up with my Journal but its alittle hard these days, plus Myspace seems to have taken everyone away from LiveJournal.