Haven't updated in a while so here goes.
My dad got fired from his job...It's stressing everyone out in my house so now my house is even more loud and angry and evil and bitchy. I just got in a huge fight with Alyssa and Bekah..whom I hate. I just don't get them.
Basically what happened was that we all went to the grocery store, Bekah and Alyssa were being bitchy so me and Sawah left. Then we came back and grabbed the keys and sat in there for a while. Then we went back and they were packing up the groceries. Then we left again and they came back out to the car. Alyssa started throwing the full 12 packs of pop on my lap and expected me to take it. So I threw them up into the front seat and she was apparently getting pissed so she threw one down really hard and it hurt. I threw it back at her and the pop exploded everywhere. Then they called ME a bitch for doing that. I wasn't the one throwing the pop in the first place, now was I? So I got out of the car and walked home.
Anyways, to lighten up the mood...I just got back from hanging out with Aaron and Kelsey. We had piggy back races and did this weird stomach laughing thing. It twas strange. So that cheered me up a little bit but I'm still pissed because I hate this family, house, life, school, state, city, etc. I don't like anything here and I want to leave. Once I turn 16 or 18 I'm moving out...I'm going to drive far, far away. I'm never turning back because there is nothing and no one here for me. All the people here do is make me wish I was never born...