Birds of a feather now
christmas is finally over. spent christmas eve with mike and we played that game scene it with his mom & stepdad, it was fun. christmas day had to go to the pacers vs pistons game with my mom, aunt becky & chris. it was not so fun. chris took me for a little stony cruise in greenfield, his car had no heat but i got to listen to his gangster rap music. spent the night at robbie's that night with mike and ash, and we got stoned like the good ol' days. sunday i drove up to michigan, blew my speaker/speedometer fuse on the way but luckily i know how to fix that. good trip there and back. smoked a joint with my father and watched cape fear, scary fucking movie right thurrrrrrr. my dad and my aunt megan bickered with each other the whole time, as usual. i do believe they both are the hardest people to get along with, because they are assholes. they both are not accepting the fact that pops does have alzheimer's, and they're being total niggers about it. my dad said that he won't get it because "he doesn't sit around" because pops isn't very active, but he is in good shape, and that he will "blow his fucking brains out and not put anybody threw that" if it does happen to him. that really pissed me off, what an asshole to say something like that. pops had a little accident, and aunt megan went buckwild and totally handled the situation the wrong way which really upset me. they are going to be totally fucked when it really hits them and it's going to get so much worse than it is right now. my poor gramma has to put up with all of their bullshit, and her mom is dying. she just fell and broke the head of her femur and is in the hospital. she is like 98 or something, and gramma said she is going to wait for spring to come until she goes. she is really sad right now, and two of her stupid children are not helping too much with anything. i am so glad that i didn't really grow up around my dad, except for every other weekend when he lived here, because i think i would truely hate him. i really don't like him as a person, but he is my dad so of course i love him. there are some things about him that are good, but overall he is crazy or something. i am just very glad that i have had my mother's influence rather than his.
/britney spears curious <3
/ledzep 4 disc box set I,II,III, [IV]
/best of sublime
/best of lynyrd skynyrd
/very best of cream
/gwen stefani l.a.m.b.
/cd-r packkssss
/new cell phone +picturephone!!
/the richard pryor show
/the client
/richard pryor live!
/from hell
/from dusk til dawn
/robin hood prince of theives
/lotr return of the king
/spiderman
/mariokart dd!!!!!!
/zelda four swords
/tinkerbell ornaments
/tinkerbell stocking
/hellokitty notecards
/hellokitty ornaments
/socks
/ledzep tshirt with sparklygirly letters
/yahtzee score cards & dice
/mini tinkerbell snowglobe
/ca$h
/other
i really wish people would not get me stupid shit though. like my dad got me and my 11yrold cousin a "giant peppermint candy stick". like i am going to eat this stupid thing, and now i will feel bad when i throw it in the trash. and other stupid little shit, i'm like uh was that on my list, do you know me well enough to try and just pick something out? no, you probably don't. i really really want to move out. my new year's resolution is to pay off all of my bills and open a new savings account, and actually use it to SAVE money this time. classes start january 10th and i'm so not even ready for that. bullshit = i get to work 4-1130 friday night which happens to be new year's eve, and then i get to come back and work 930-4 new year's day. i really really would also enjoy a new job too. i got my hair cut today, claire and ash tell me i should put some color in it but i'm scared. saw gerk and abby today. ash and i went to the new mcdonalds, it's the best mcdonalds inside by far. mike only has to work 1/2day tomorrow so we are hopefully going to go out to lunch since i never get to spend time with anybody because of my whackass work schedule. i might not even get drunk tomorrow night =[ i really don't want to stay at matt's especially if we were to sleep on that fucking futon i would rather sleep on the floor alone than on that fucker.
i will possibly be ringing in the new year at fucking cracker barrel =/ hopefully i will be at matt's by 1200.
1.What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? : [in no specific order] went to chicago; got 2 tattoos; smoked hella marijuana with many wonderful people; got crunked; snowplowed; went to louisville; got a new job; had to leave my wonderful old job; got invited and went to my boyfriends christmas party; quit the nursing program
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? : i don't even think i had one last year; yes this year i hope it works out
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?: amanda & pudge
4. Did anyone close to you die?: yes <3squirrel
5. What countries did you visit?: -
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?: MONEY
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?: there are so many; smoking weed with my elders blew my mind; november 6 = me&mb<3; i made a lot of new friends this year, which i don't forget about; lots of good shows and fun times; the crazy night at my house!; finally seeing the BEASTIE BOYS<3; and basically everything because 2004 was a good year to me
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?: hahahahhaa, do i have one?
9. What was your biggest failure?: quitting the nursing program
11. What was the best thing you bought?: marijuana
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?: hhm, not mine
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?: my father & aunt megan
14. Where did most of your money go?: marijuana, and roadtrips out the ASS
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?: mike brown! and marijuana
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?: drop it like it's hawwttttt
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
I. happier or sadder? happier, FOR SURE =D
ii. thinner or fatter? probably about the same, maybe thinner?
iii. richer or poorer? poorer for sure
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?: studying
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?: spending so much money on marijuana when i knew i shouldn't have
20. How will you be spending Christmas?: i spent it with my mom, grandparents, auntbecky and chris, & mike in richmond; and with dad, grandparents, auntmeg, auntmolly, and james in michigan.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?: pretty damn close
23. How many one-night stands?: we used the term bootycalls or BC, thank you; maybe 1 onenight stand =X
24. What was your favorite TV program?: gilmore girls, everwood, one tree hill, king of the hill, king of queens
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? : i don't hate, but marrianne dooley is no longer my friend [not in my favor either]
26. What was the best book you read?: the lovely bones by alice sebold [i think that's her name]
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?: hm, i discovered how much i love led zeppelin
28. What did you want and get?: to be happy and to have a that boyfriend that i thought about all the time
29. What did you want and not get?: finished with school, money, ability to move out
30. What was your favorite film of this year?: mean girls
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?: i was in chicago at rachel siler's with ash, chase & max; my birthday sucked because i remember chase saying something about being sorry for my birthday or something because i don't think we even did anything except sleep in until 4 oclock, but we had a fucking blast and i'm sure i was stoned, and we saw silverstein/armor for sleep/fata, and i turned 20 years old
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: getting a new & better job
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?: i think it may have matured a bit, and it was a bit sad in the work department because i had to switch from cute ass hellokitty scrubs to queer crackerbarrel uniform
34. What kept you sane?: ashley<3 and marijuana, ashley+marijuana together!!!!!
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: hm, i don't know
36. What political issue stirred you the most?: i steer clear of politics
37. Who did you miss?: everybody that i don't talk to anymore
38. Who was the best new person you met?: ahh shit, there are so many it's insane
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.: smoke weed everyday.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
dr dre - all these nigguhs and all these hoes in here somebody here gonna fuck; come on let's get high let's get high let's get high
/britney spears curious <3
/ledzep 4 disc box set I,II,III, [IV]
/best of sublime
/best of lynyrd skynyrd
/very best of cream
/gwen stefani l.a.m.b.
/cd-r packkssss
/new cell phone +picturephone!!
/the richard pryor show
/the client
/richard pryor live!
/from hell
/from dusk til dawn
/robin hood prince of theives
/lotr return of the king
/spiderman
/mariokart dd!!!!!!
/zelda four swords
/tinkerbell ornaments
/tinkerbell stocking
/hellokitty notecards
/hellokitty ornaments
/socks
/ledzep tshirt with sparklygirly letters
/yahtzee score cards & dice
/mini tinkerbell snowglobe
/ca$h
/other
i really wish people would not get me stupid shit though. like my dad got me and my 11yrold cousin a "giant peppermint candy stick". like i am going to eat this stupid thing, and now i will feel bad when i throw it in the trash. and other stupid little shit, i'm like uh was that on my list, do you know me well enough to try and just pick something out? no, you probably don't. i really really want to move out. my new year's resolution is to pay off all of my bills and open a new savings account, and actually use it to SAVE money this time. classes start january 10th and i'm so not even ready for that. bullshit = i get to work 4-1130 friday night which happens to be new year's eve, and then i get to come back and work 930-4 new year's day. i really really would also enjoy a new job too. i got my hair cut today, claire and ash tell me i should put some color in it but i'm scared. saw gerk and abby today. ash and i went to the new mcdonalds, it's the best mcdonalds inside by far. mike only has to work 1/2day tomorrow so we are hopefully going to go out to lunch since i never get to spend time with anybody because of my whackass work schedule. i might not even get drunk tomorrow night =[ i really don't want to stay at matt's especially if we were to sleep on that fucking futon i would rather sleep on the floor alone than on that fucker.
i will possibly be ringing in the new year at fucking cracker barrel =/ hopefully i will be at matt's by 1200.
1.What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? : [in no specific order] went to chicago; got 2 tattoos; smoked hella marijuana with many wonderful people; got crunked; snowplowed; went to louisville; got a new job; had to leave my wonderful old job; got invited and went to my boyfriends christmas party; quit the nursing program
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? : i don't even think i had one last year; yes this year i hope it works out
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?: amanda & pudge
4. Did anyone close to you die?: yes <3squirrel
5. What countries did you visit?: -
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?: MONEY
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?: there are so many; smoking weed with my elders blew my mind; november 6 = me&mb<3; i made a lot of new friends this year, which i don't forget about; lots of good shows and fun times; the crazy night at my house!; finally seeing the BEASTIE BOYS<3; and basically everything because 2004 was a good year to me
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?: hahahahhaa, do i have one?
9. What was your biggest failure?: quitting the nursing program
11. What was the best thing you bought?: marijuana
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?: hhm, not mine
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?: my father & aunt megan
14. Where did most of your money go?: marijuana, and roadtrips out the ASS
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?: mike brown! and marijuana
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?: drop it like it's hawwttttt
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
I. happier or sadder? happier, FOR SURE =D
ii. thinner or fatter? probably about the same, maybe thinner?
iii. richer or poorer? poorer for sure
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?: studying
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?: spending so much money on marijuana when i knew i shouldn't have
20. How will you be spending Christmas?: i spent it with my mom, grandparents, auntbecky and chris, & mike in richmond; and with dad, grandparents, auntmeg, auntmolly, and james in michigan.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?: pretty damn close
23. How many one-night stands?: we used the term bootycalls or BC, thank you; maybe 1 onenight stand =X
24. What was your favorite TV program?: gilmore girls, everwood, one tree hill, king of the hill, king of queens
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? : i don't hate, but marrianne dooley is no longer my friend [not in my favor either]
26. What was the best book you read?: the lovely bones by alice sebold [i think that's her name]
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?: hm, i discovered how much i love led zeppelin
28. What did you want and get?: to be happy and to have a that boyfriend that i thought about all the time
29. What did you want and not get?: finished with school, money, ability to move out
30. What was your favorite film of this year?: mean girls
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?: i was in chicago at rachel siler's with ash, chase & max; my birthday sucked because i remember chase saying something about being sorry for my birthday or something because i don't think we even did anything except sleep in until 4 oclock, but we had a fucking blast and i'm sure i was stoned, and we saw silverstein/armor for sleep/fata, and i turned 20 years old
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?: getting a new & better job
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?: i think it may have matured a bit, and it was a bit sad in the work department because i had to switch from cute ass hellokitty scrubs to queer crackerbarrel uniform
34. What kept you sane?: ashley<3 and marijuana, ashley+marijuana together!!!!!
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?: hm, i don't know
36. What political issue stirred you the most?: i steer clear of politics
37. Who did you miss?: everybody that i don't talk to anymore
38. Who was the best new person you met?: ahh shit, there are so many it's insane
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.: smoke weed everyday.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
dr dre - all these nigguhs and all these hoes in here somebody here gonna fuck; come on let's get high let's get high let's get high