I really want to live in the [country]
tonight, i remembered why i hate winter so much. although, i do like to see at least one snow by christmas ... but we've had that so it can be over with now. i cut got a cut today, like a papercut, only a cardboardbox cut. ouch. ma bell and i went and got a christmas tree today and decorated it too. reggie is tweaking out on that tree. when i move out i think i'll have a dog instead of a cat, we'll see. the munchies attacted me tonight, dammit. oh, and i got a purple star ornament at lowe's it's beatifullll. i want my own house so bad, and watching shows like curb appeal just does not help that want at all. maybe i will get a new job at the beginning of the year, i hope so. i got my books today too, and i hope i have the right edition of this math book that i already have. i still have some christmas shopping to do, that's dumb. i hate christmas shopping when i don't have money like i did last year and previously. i'm poor as hell this year for some reason. joe just asked me to hangout tomorrow. for some reason i just feel that would be too weird by myself, and i wonder what mike would think about that. because i'm sure i would be mad if he and her hung out alone ya know. ahh yeah had to get that off my chest. we went to see the lights tonight <3 it was nice. me and ash were too skurrred to get hot chocolate because we didn't bring donation money hahaha. i'm so glad i don't have to work tomorrow, and i get paid. i just have to buy some christmas presents with that money, dammit. i wish my dad's side of the family would just draw names, shit i'm poor, and there's like 10 of them. going to mike's christmas party friday just so i can drive him home, haha jk but seriously i do. i wish somebody else would get married so we could have another reception with many kegs. maybe we will get to hangout with tina i think she's home this weekend. i just got hit my the tired monster.