i wanna be rich! (u know the song)
yeah i am. i wish i hated food, or could just puke it up after eating everything. but then that would only cause more problems and put more on my shoulders i suppose. fuck, why can't i just be a natural ... either a natural skinny girl or a natural at loving to diet & workout.
last night was badbadbad, and then it was okay.
today was alright.
i have to go back to school and reality tomorrow, great. and to top it off i have a test, the first one but it's multiple (guess) choice.
i have no clue what i want to do, in regards to everything/anything for that matter.
i have realized that nobody really knows me, except for ashley and it's weird because sometimes i don't even tell her. mike thinks he knows, and sometimes he's right so that's cool, and sometimes i think he might really know. my mom does, of course. my dad, oh boy. btw, my great-uncle died over the wknd i guess. RIP great uncle matt from kentucky.
my new (re)found love is bloodymarys, i had one tonight and it was yummy. i hadn't had one since jerry made me one at that race which was last summer, damn. i need to go see that dude, word is he had a christmas card holding $100 in it for me.
i wish florida was like one state away instead of four. cali is okay now, she pooped in her newspaperfilled litterbox. she is curious, on the bookshelf right now. <3 so cute. and she meows more now, but it's more a squeakylike meow than a regular meow.
i think i hate longtermcare, and i know i am not fond of 17,18,19 y/o ppl that i have to work with, especially one or two specifically. i just looked at my clincal schedule for this week, and i have to pass meds ... just great, but thankfully i'll get 1/2 a day off because of some healthcareerfair.
please let matt henson fuck up =] so my boy can get some easymoney work.
p.s. i want a new vacuum cleaner, the one best for pets ... all thanks to bear that bigassinthewaysmellyannoyingloudbreathing dog =]
last night was badbadbad, and then it was okay.
today was alright.
i have to go back to school and reality tomorrow, great. and to top it off i have a test, the first one but it's multiple (guess) choice.
i have no clue what i want to do, in regards to everything/anything for that matter.
i have realized that nobody really knows me, except for ashley and it's weird because sometimes i don't even tell her. mike thinks he knows, and sometimes he's right so that's cool, and sometimes i think he might really know. my mom does, of course. my dad, oh boy. btw, my great-uncle died over the wknd i guess. RIP great uncle matt from kentucky.
my new (re)found love is bloodymarys, i had one tonight and it was yummy. i hadn't had one since jerry made me one at that race which was last summer, damn. i need to go see that dude, word is he had a christmas card holding $100 in it for me.
i wish florida was like one state away instead of four. cali is okay now, she pooped in her newspaperfilled litterbox. she is curious, on the bookshelf right now. <3 so cute. and she meows more now, but it's more a squeakylike meow than a regular meow.
i think i hate longtermcare, and i know i am not fond of 17,18,19 y/o ppl that i have to work with, especially one or two specifically. i just looked at my clincal schedule for this week, and i have to pass meds ... just great, but thankfully i'll get 1/2 a day off because of some healthcareerfair.
please let matt henson fuck up =] so my boy can get some easymoney work.
p.s. i want a new vacuum cleaner, the one best for pets ... all thanks to bear that bigassinthewaysmellyannoyingloudbreathing dog =]