here's the real one
ok I guess this is the part where I bull shit around and tell people who really don't read this and/or just don't give a fuck what I've been up to. Well, lately I've been working. As always. I'm hoping one day to actually make something out of myself. Maybe it's a stupid ambition. But everyone has to have a little bit of ambition. anyways, I go slave around at mcalisters tonight for oh I guess I would say about 8 hrs. Then I come home and that's about it. What an interesting life I lead. Wish someone would come over here and keep me company. I hate being bored, and I'm not one too keen on being alone either. Oh well, no one ever comes so what else is new. Ok, enough of the pity party. Well I guess I should mention shea since she is the only reason I still have this journal. Shea is good, shea is great, shea is wonderful. Wish someone would praise me like that. But what the hell I've grown up with criticism my whole life so I'm pretty much used to being called a fuck up and dumb ass. Oh well, enough of this updating stuff. Actually I feel better now that I've vented. And I'm sure that anyone reading this will have no idea what all of that was about. oh well, one day maybe.