May 16, 2002 00:37
I'm a mix between angry and frustrated and when you mix those two together you just don't come up with anything good. I tried going to sleep, because I have to wake up early and go pay for the work on my truck then take cortney to the hospital but I just couldn't sleep. A certain thought kept coming back to my head and it was bugging the hell out of me. I like to believe I have a lot of patience with people. I also like to believe I put up with a lot of shit that most wouldn't. Right now though I'm at the freakin breaking point. I know not anyone out there reading this has a freaking idea what I'm talking about, but this is my time to vent so fuck you. I have just had enough of a certain person, and if I ever talk to him or see him I'm afraid of what I might do. He acts like a two year old by playing on people's emotions, and expects everyone to be a shoulder to cry on. Well, booo fucking whooo. I'm sorry but it is pretty fucking pathetic to constantly play on someones emotions especially when you know that person can't help but be nice to them. What a loser. Why can't he grow up and act like a man and stop crying to a certain someone everytime he feels like it? I know why... cause he knows he can play her emotions so freaking well that she'll have sympathy for him. If he's really fucked up he needs to go talk to a psychiatrist about it, and leave certain people the hell alone. All I know is that I've set by long enough and I can't take this shit anymore. ok, enough of my venting. Lets see, my grandma is in the hospital, dad is in the hospital, cortney will soon be in the hospital, and I just paid $230 to get my truck fixed. ain't life grand.