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im sorry world that i just cant seem to live up to your high standards and expectations. excuse me for not being exactly the type of modern-day 15-year-old girl this world thinks i should be. im sorry that im not what everyone thinks i should be and exactly everything of what i shouldn't be. excuse me for not being as perfect as i should be and not living up to my "fullest potential."
everything is changing so fast right now. so many things have happened and ive found out so many things in the past half-hour its just ridiculous.
im so tired of people leaving me. people rejecting other people's feelings and only thinking of theirs.
why is everyone moving. why is everyone leaving. and why the hell is everyone changing so fast.
whatever happened to 8th grade. when we were all best friends and everything was fine 'n dandy. what the hell happened. why do i have to grow up. why oh why. why cant i just be 4 again and the only major trouble i got in was for drawing on the walls.
i hate change. change is gay. change sucks.
and im not trying to pick on those certain people (they know who they are) about this, and im not mad...just frustrated.
i want everyone back. i want everything to be the way it used to be. i want everything and everyone to be happy again, and i want those old friends back. i want those old memories back, and i want those old friends' feelings back.
i want all that good stuff back. instead of it leaving me.
no, nothing happened with me and jacob. we're fine. its just other issues.
today is offically a bad day.
everything is changing so fast right now. so many things have happened and ive found out so many things in the past half-hour its just ridiculous.
im so tired of people leaving me. people rejecting other people's feelings and only thinking of theirs.
why is everyone moving. why is everyone leaving. and why the hell is everyone changing so fast.
whatever happened to 8th grade. when we were all best friends and everything was fine 'n dandy. what the hell happened. why do i have to grow up. why oh why. why cant i just be 4 again and the only major trouble i got in was for drawing on the walls.
i hate change. change is gay. change sucks.
and im not trying to pick on those certain people (they know who they are) about this, and im not mad...just frustrated.
i want everyone back. i want everything to be the way it used to be. i want everything and everyone to be happy again, and i want those old friends back. i want those old memories back, and i want those old friends' feelings back.
i want all that good stuff back. instead of it leaving me.
no, nothing happened with me and jacob. we're fine. its just other issues.
today is offically a bad day.