I didn't think this day would come like this

[mandas_tutu]

I really dont want to move out of my condo right now. I dont want this to be the last summer I have beside the water, beside the island. I dont want to be taken away from downtown. I dont want to be taken away from easy transit. I am sooo worried that I will not find a home as nice as this one. I love having a nice home, I love to spend lots of time at home. I am so worried. I dont want a roommate, that is silly. I didn't think this would be the end. I am not ready. I thought i'd have another two years here. There are no bugs, no pets, I have a big kitchen with lots of counter space, I have laundry, I have space to take photos, I have a nice huge big bathroom, I have access to a pool, a gym (that sucks lol), i have a balcony, I have space to dance, I have a big mirror, I have two big mirrors, I have air conditioning, I have all inclusive heating and electrical. I have bike parking, I have someone to collect my mail, I have hardwood floors, I have access to a bike path, I have high celings with white walls, I have lots of windows, I have access to all the cool spots in the city.

How on earth am I going to find that somewhere else. I am so worried. So stressed. So Stressed. So Sad. I dont want to leave!

In order to calm another you must stress out yourself. - is this marriage? likely.