In Response to "the Origin Question"

Dec 17, 2019 19:06



When I was in SK .. this guy Stephen, that I didn't like who was in grade 1... (1 year older than me) would always sit beside me on the bus. I hated it! we were at the same bus stop. I knew he liked me. My grand mother would think it was cute. I really didn't like his attention but I dealt with it for the bus ride. He would often sneak in kisses on my cheak and I would get SO mad.
Again.. Grandmother thought it was cute and laughed it off.

This is my first interaction of boys liking me.

First time I encountered genitals was prob this one time I the bathroom to use it and saw my dad showering. It was a frosted glass door so I saw my dad's dick (he was in profile view). I rememebing just thinking "wow". It looked so big and obv different than my younger brother's penis that I had seen as kids growing up.  I must have been 6 at the time.

I also rememebr fantazing about what "intamacy" would be at this young age. The bathroom seemed like something private as boys and girls couldn't go to the bathroom togehter. So I had this imagery of people that liked each other having a Bowl under the bed that they would use to go to the bathroom, and intamacy was going to the bathroom at the same time in our own bowls under the same bed.

lastly when I was about 7 or 8 I remember looking through album covers and I found a cartoon of two naked people, and again that outline of the penis stood out to me. I started at it for a long time and it gave me feelings "like I had to go pee" which I would also enjoy as I humped my pillow at night before bed while thinking about the boys I like at school. This was grade 5.. a common time for girls to start doing this lol.

HA!
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